taking all kinda my fear into the 5th dimension =trembling, its ‘God’or a buddha laughing. check the laugh track … sound takes on new dimension of meaning. hmmm my fears … all phobia, worry & anxiety of such, into the toilet and flushed. by visualization. like I had a dream i handled liquid nitrogen. or maybe i have mercury or something heavy metal in my system. maybe my system is … The Game of Chaos is “Out of Order”… on the fritz, with leaks like cracks in a dam or something, a reservoir of pleasure no doubt. Bring in the, ‘My religion is 50 Krishnas’ Guy. McDonalds, wickedness and Diablerie in general stimulate fear. The buddha yawns. Krishna 1 return to Vishnu heart, now orchestrated in 5D, wait we have to name the dimensions accurately. Have to understand ‘Depth, Breadth, & Scope’ … The Demigods of India, really living for thousands of years and flying through space? That would ‘rock of ages’ ‘heart & soul’ … The grail-cup of Civilization, containing all Essential Dualities… Niceties, Trivium & Absurdity. Dementia, Alsheimers, um…. in to the deeper substrata of my brain perhaps… heart work … a worm or other virus… pesky, nasty… any severe irritant or toxicity of chemicals. Chemtrails & Aliens, though not actively a fear, interesting to consider… um, Abraxas, Satan and such perversion/monstrosity/horror… Pagan belief like Pan demon, Cacodemons… Black Metal is kinda scary… no real taste for it. Tea time! Too much Coffee & Cigs, not enough food, or quality of life/food/air/water… all the elements, ‘balance & harmony in all things’ ‘yoga of self-perfection or relational yoga’ Krishna 2 teach me these please. Faith or Doubt, anything antithetical to what we consider ‘Good’ beginning with bodily composition, but meditators to level two for mediation. Krishna 1 started planking. Exhaustion, Oh, Classic fears…. abandonment, rejection etc. intimacy & commitment. (Really? do I speak for myself or Krishna 2? who started planking.) A combination of things. anything ‘Bad’ Most fears are actually quite mild, except for fear itself- panic, terror as reactionary and radical ideology which kills without mercy, unless of course it has to do just that, including torture. That’s brutal, man. Any kind of Violence what soever, on some very sensitive level, even just loud noise or falling, deep water, hot water boiling point, extremes in temperature, lack of oxygen, nothing too specific but definitely against violence of all sorts. Krishna 3 is all Ahimsa, non-violence, save for sport, recreation? NVC, and Krishna 4 NLP we need him inside our brains tinkering around with the controls. wait, what!? Holy crap! Only 45 more Krishnas to go, because enough of because, or becoming a center of pesilence. Krishnas 5-8 are assigned speculative positions, and assume- dignitary, ambassador, teacher, instructor, tutor, mentor, and fetal position, reserving 1 position, fecal to save the breast for last. Krishna 9 does damage control, 10 Dj’s. 11 is magician extroidinaire. 12 best dancer, etc being the best at any specific thing or category and completely mastering everything until Krishna (24) is just the letter K. (Hereafter refered two as K,) 25, a wheel and turning inside it like a weird gyro type of apparatus or mechanism, these crafts, I just can’t keep up but 27, Helping Hand 28 Mountain Climber, 29, Lion Tamer 30, A bust on a pedestal, 31, best listener, soft tender ear of Sri Radha-Krishna, BalaKrishna, 4armed Krishna, Drug Kingpin Krishna, Pimp-master 9999, number … wow I lost track and completely lost my fear though . Scuba Diver, can do all sort of Diving, the old school diving bell like in Bioshock. master of elements and spirits, greatest memory and recites verse, poetry, knowledge on anything and everything… actually gets almost boring super mastery of everything heaven realm, etc. so, Delerium Incordata, fears… plagarism, court, crookedness in authority figures…. ignorance in general covers seemingly every fear except we have Krishnas relationships, hooray! Gopikrishna, um, skeleton cheerleaders? No fear of Death, Krishna…. Krishna and Socrates, Kinda… All the sexy-time Krishna…. Oh, the Grand Architect of the Universe, and other demi-gods… see? Panderism? Pandas, not terribly frightening, but still could bite or claw if provoked. Oh, wild animals definitely actual legit fear, even fuckin’ squirrels and domesticated dog or cat could legit bite or claw but that’s stupid, eh, both egghead krishna, duncecap krishna, kickass, lunchbox, breakdance, rainman, animatronic, stuffed, image on towel or bathrobe, mug … uh, showering krishna, lady-krishna (pure female version and drag) costume/player Krishna, ballerina, gymnast, we got diplomat, right? ‘Clerk’ ‘Chief of All’ other jobs, writing, military general… That’s kind of a big deal right there, the Liber Al Connection in every religion, the actual link between the various religions of earth. sacred sites, relics… ‘Persons, Places, & Things.’ ‘statistician’ beautician, artisan & apprentice, craftsman, google OMNIVERSE… OH boy…. now we have to look at council of Nebiru or whatever really outlandish Faithist, Urantia book, Mormons, Krishna vs ‘Satan’ or rather God vanquishing, exorcist, 7th day adventist, adventurer, not to confuse the issue, by all means. serpent handling is left to Siva, along with smoking the Ganja. Krishna is ultimate playboy and heartthrob along with being God of the Omniverse manifested before the thoroughly believing eyes of Arjuna, and the whole mythos surrounding possibly the actual battlefield of Kuruksetra, for instance… Open to Mother India, or Russia, or any foreign but strangely familiar and interesting place. Reincarnator, Lama, Buddha himself perhaps entirely different entities, but actual understanding of meaning of religious text, who were the actual historical and mythical persons of the Bible, and what did they experience specifically… could it just be nonsense ? no miracles, no aliens… uh oh, dangerous liasons, fatal attraction, strange attractors, fruit and bedfellows, the strange krishna, artist… famous for a variety of inexplicable reasons, despairing wretch, number 34. Wow, that’s a lot of Krishnas expansions, I suppose. The ‘ I have to do this even though I don’t get paid Krishna. ‘ and the I do it for its own sake cuz its vital and necessary or just cursing, jinxing, hexing, and the abolition, abasement, ritual and altar making for sure. sacrificial offerings, then we look to obscure sources for sure examples of literal practices involving sex, drugs & the occult- but totally legit. Users or practitioners are warned against fucking with floozies, snakes or needles. I hate needles, especially a poke in the eye with anything- cuz my dad was an opthalmologist anyway… or is, but not practicing… anywho… oh, no fear people, condemnation, stagnation, yea back to those three baskets, 1 in the fire 2 in the ground 3 into space 4 krishna as inanimate objects, animator, sculptor, yea backtracking just a bit folks. Timelord, you still with me? Angelic or what- what about the winged persons of lore? YOLO or FOMO. tough choices, being wrong, overexposure, full or partial loss of any sense, degeneration of physical condition or otherwise of personal condition in any category, failure… fears… have to be put in the washing machine and turn that bitch all the way on high. also do not physically abuse your machine or curse at it. be nice to your laundry. Um, paramour, infidel, Comedian! Grocer… Starvation… So I going back and forth between fears and jobs for Krishna, it’s fully full-on pathetic, man. Insanity, as in Losing one’s mind/consciousness/soul… Just saying, praying to any God to help with Fear, but then if God were not real then we would be making ourselves crazy or worse, in some sense. So, the efficacy of prayer, the reality or existence of any sort of God, from any Earth Culture at any point in Earth time or history, or visitations from aliens in fact, in every instance maybe? the possibility of this shit being real and just like, I get beamed up or something, some God is going to give me a good job perhaps? Good lovin? Thanks God! 　 So happy right now my fellow negroes. Oh, Krishna means Black, as in Niger (Latin) 7 tongues perhaps, oh Book of Revelation and Dharma… Lapis Lazuli and Jasper are there, so I just got kicked into the holy temple. Talking about build an empire, Enoch style, make it hardxcore solomonic in fact, heres a ring of truth my son. I’m like, yea boss. raising the dead, now we have an interesting conversation, moving to Jupiter in a few years, Dad… A town called Jupiter I think. also, Jupiter is my Ishta Dewatta, if my Jyotish is to be at all trusted. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jupiter,_Florida oh, telecommunications officer K. fire your guns, like on the ship… why, because the navy. dad was in the navy… Bhairava practice, going back in time and even visiting your own grave, fully self-conscious (fear) self-realized, illumined or enlightened, to the maximum, then turn down for what, cliches, and going unrecognized. then again, ‘Magus Incognito’… either the hoax or the reality of some things could be frightening but interesting, and thats also scary considering horror movies, pedophiles, satanism, hype, sadism, sociopathy/psychopathy, nihilism. possibly anarchism or monarchy, democracy, unpopularity or dissent in the ranks- civil unrest, war, famine, plague, death, yes the four horsemen to the apocalypse of st. john of the cross I think, ‘Christ-Buddha-AGLA’… as I said all the names of God, G_D… the efficacy of prayer, holy eucharist, wise counsel or folly, fools, stupidity at the level of pardon the expression ‘retard strength’ inertia, or vertiginous loss of balance, dischord- although not altogether terrible, can be, disharmony, the Conductor of the train rides in the engine or the caboose- anyway- meaningful conductor, inventor, 54.. oh, the list got extended? wow. New religion, reinvention or rediscovery of the old? the word religion, or God, as offensive in context, or anything I have previously mentioned here, such as blasphemy, ridicule, ostracism, sin, restriction, blackmail, extortion, all actual crime is a little frightening- the dark or ignorant nature of doing something secretly or openly which would hurt an otherwise innocent person or animal for that matter. vegatarian for this reason, ‘sympathetic understanding’ relational yoga 101 link to self-perfection, as a reminder, mental note, gymnastic, masturbatory, reflective, preponderance, cupidity, daimonium of sorts, or gallery, or pages, but not literally such- no physical reality, lacking something vital or necessary, even as a switch to transcend human limitations, let alone baser animal instincts and … well we are god and beast in one, are we not? literal truth of some things, figurative sketch or analysis, a debriefing, trials, tribulations aren’t terrifying, but I think I stepped on a landmine in vietnam… false memory or hope? It’s not a super pleasant thought for me. Kinda scrambled my brain like an egg. survived went to phys rehab? lived happily ever after? Bhairava practice, so-called, to help possible reincarnation, any prejudice or narrow-mindedness, especially my own if any… rooting it out best I can… any tendency toward destruction of self or other, ‘self-other dichotomy’ is lesson 2. ‘Becoming a Buddha’ following in the way or path of Buddha or Christ, alarmingly similar characters, Buddha, Christ, Krishna… idk about the prophet Mohammad, but look for legit connections even within or outside and apart from Dharma, book of the law- false accusations or any sort of attack, harsh criticism, defamation of character, or it’s assassination, improper rationale or ratiocination, insufficent funds, fear of money, etc are mentioned in Liber Al, so it’s worth mentioning at the risk of becoming a ‘center of pestilence’ God, forbid. Aumgn, Ha! ? the statement ‘Death Befalls All Who Question’ indicating some DBAWQ, debauch? a friend named Jamie once wore a shirt that said ‘the wages of sin is death’ perhaps that suck out of my subconscious? Possession by God, Devil, or total preoccupation with something, anything, sort of hypnotized into this, Hynotist 48. Fear, just of energy or in a way exhilarating, but this grows boring. ESP extra sexual perspective? no contraceptive? laxative or diuretic. I covered the broad base or category for context sensitive, and highly controversial subjects- controversy. Other than, ‘repeating myself’ or I definitely run the risk of borrowing from a text which is highly subject to controversy, which I would definitely wish to avoid in any case or instance, although uncle Al did live to a ripe old age, right? The Legacy of bad persons… that is, ‘bad karma’ so I want to rule or root out anything bad primarily in myself or out in the world, as much as possible- how? Probably means you get one question and no answer is guaranteed other than a demise of some sort. Sounds like a bad bet to me. I really resisted the urge to question, brothers and sisters, trust a ‘N-word but in a positive light’ or rather ‘Naming Convention’ my dear sweet brother Numsi! http://youtu.be/eUeda7dRN0E or wor. hon. rev. bro. Nigel from Rigel. Why or why not? that is, Kentucky is the KY state… Jelly or jam? (if you don’t know nevermind.) dirty jokes in bad taste, other embarrassment. I Was going to mention specific diseases like cancer, or gum disease, or getting old, fat, ugly, or being considered in a severely ‘negative’ manner- as such, or ‘Queer’ a ‘slut’ anything specifically negative in judgement of another person, Golden Rule, or Golden Calf, and Brazen Serpent, and Talents of Brass, and Judas the betrayer, cuz there were two judases and the other one Thaddeus, I think was way cooler. The meaning of things I mentioned at all. Ring any bells? any sort of deprivation by design or necessity of others, per se, confusion of any real sort, where it would count or matter, verbosity, or TL;DR! Silence, then Laughter… Anything Broken? Acceptance of D. Rest….. peace…. bliss…. unutterable ecstasy… Or Right Rapture, Back to Buddhism from ‘Vedanta’ Hoping nobody is offended. All rights reserved. actual crimes such as theft, lies and deception, things other people worry or fear too, and see list of phobias for pretty much everything. God is Simplicity Itself, a new or different authority of some kind on any and all of these matters? Arizen. similar to ‘Urizen’ or ‘Lords of the Horizon’… Tau cross, tau ceti, fomalhaut the old man or mouth of the fish. North star & Southern Cross. rampant psychism or spiritism, as before, or it’s complete fabrication and denial. Hocus pocus not the real thing. ‘Mimics’ or mockery. Um, ‘Perdurabo’ I will endure unto the end ‘Abrahadabra’ I will create as I speak. Have Latin Motto surrounding Versicle, Oath, grade etc.  ‘Glamors of the path,’ so called,  or ‘dweller on the threshold’.  This is not the place to discuss personal stories, or to implicate myself in anything,  Apolitical with an Amoral Philosophy, perennial though, perhaps.   Cheers to less and fewer fears! Put in the beer and drink it.  a little anti-fear powder.  Laugh track.  PEACE!