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self-audit late january 2024

January 24, 2024 //

‎Wednesday, ‎24 ‎January, ‎2024
Self-Audit:
Disconnect
lobotomize
cauterize

limply, held the hand, letting it fall outside the tub, cool the skin drying, a word for the dying, supplying, untying a hefty bag, plant a flag, smoke a cig, a stogie, eat a hoagie, life-coaching- boasting, coasting along, the man- breathes, wrests wrists bound at hand, guns akimbo, spit toothpick, hairpick, hat pin, duck pins, pinstripe suit- after style, gangsters- smoking jacket, Hugh HEffner-

Duckpins, ah. Imitation- a can of- snuff- rare fish eggs- the voice, scoifing- approving or, slowing- a husky whisper- a gjhost-voice, speaking in between breaths or other noises- frequent voices & noises-
visions, back-tracking, backpacking, a knack, hacking- hacky-sack- no PAC- lack- cut slack- rucksack- help me with my hoopsack? ja. gut. Vacay- permanent, psycho- whats going on internally-

trouble on the mind. noise- interference- emotional energy? psychic energy? a form of psychosis? Bad enough Neurosis- Necrotic? Not quite. Alright, not all- not 100%

not connecting. blockages? What- shortfall? shortcomings? Wisdom? Fierce? Value? Self?

Fears? Sorrow? Regret- Guilt, shame- negative feelings? negative self-appraisal? not totally- how accurate any? good bad or indifferent- goals?

whats going on internally? What is lacking? What is blocked? What is the feeling? Where is it? How to describe- is it lack of language? a misssing partner? or missing part?

God? Love? Money? Sex? Friends? Entertainment? Engagement? Approval? Feelings- MIssing POSITIVE feelings- encounters, outcomes- after NEGATIVE outcomes, encounters, etc- the breaks- thems, is.

Looking back, a mirror in one hand- hail, brush the hair, long, flowing- how am I not I! I am definitely not !! Ah, revelations. I’m with Johhny on this one. I’m starting with the Man in the Mirror- like Michael Jackson- Be Like Mike!

Well, you have to forget a lot- she says, long blonde hair, keeps brushing, pausing looking, something- she wears the look of a dissapointed, careworn, lovelorn, lackluster- philologist- a sigh, and back to brushing- for humor, only consideration, and a little No More Tangles- a bit of No More Tears, and remember that Ozzy had Children- Bats in the Belfry, Balfry, Bofry- Bath- BRB

Rubber Ducky, you’re my friend, Rubber Ducky- remember, Sesame Street- your childhood BEFORE it was ruined- Ah, Ruin. She who Ruins- A card- flick, Flicka- Bela Fleck & the Flecktones- Fleshtones- Remember, Makeup- When did I become a woman!? She mouths, unthinkingly, no- with considerable thought- at the mirror- I am two people- I am the Shadow, The Shadow Know- I am a third party- Am I? A separate person? Or NO PERSON!? AM I MAD?!

Flash- on the mirror- lines- why not- this is fiction- fantasy- imagination- This is a would-be exorcism- scoffs, when did I become a woman.indeed! This is humorism. This is an ISM. THIS IS THE ISM. An ISM I can get behind- now I remember- the second? party view- the rearview- I WILL GET BEHIND YOU, CHRISTIAN WOMAN- INDEED- THOUGH, I AM NOT I, and all that jazz.

JAZZ HANDS.
I GET BEHIND
BUTT OF THE JOKE
A JOKER
A CARD-

YES, that inverted heart shaped peach thing shake it like a salt shaker- cmon! good god, yall! yee haw pardner- Remember, Woody! and Woody! Making Whoopie! Yes, there’s a precedent for that. Titilating, Save the best for last? Holdouts. Handouts. Putting the Car before the Career, an Ear of Corn- Don’t forget the inuendio! Saints be praised! They come marching in….

Coming down the Mountain!
Drinking from the Fountain!

A Fountain pen
A Massive feather-
A big fancy hat-
Basically Puss in Boots.

twitch- the cat-tail- words have layers of meaning- complicated math to understand, everything- complex, human equation- naming convention- who am I? What shall be the sign? Control? Automatic? Intentional? Follow the Leader? Hate for hand & Pen- The PEN IS MIGHTIER THAN THE SWORD- get it?

PEN IS !? GOD!

Who am I?
A follower?
A devoteee?
a nameless, faceless-
*Herein lies the problem,* on your grave-
fireflies- grave- tombstone, pizza- remember- grave-
I see me going down, down- in the darkness- there are too many images- some I follow, some I name- without convention, without purpose- you see- that is the thing- define the will- answer the questions- what matters? Have you died? are you dead now?

DO YOU YET LIVE?
ALL THESE QUESTIONS
WAITING TO DIE

How about conjure- summons- subpoena- what is your fantasy? using your mind cleverly? wishing to be witty? wise words from a fool- a fool- do I have to be a fool- why, why, why….
why not!?

The fool would know himself- he would become wise- he or she or it- the incidence of a person- hood- personality, as an aside- apropos of nothing- the persona, mask- ego- thoughts of self- scattered images- an idea or concept- feelings- sensory apparatus- sense- objects-

MENTAL IMAGES
THOUGHTS- IDEAS
FEELINGS – SENSATIONS
OBJECTS & APPARATUS
THE SENSES & THEIR OBJECTS
OHO!

OUR HOLY ORDER
AUM!
AMN!
AH!
WHAT IS THIS!?

AM I MAD?
No, not really….
pretty sane actually=
am I lazy? unmotivated? uneducated? undisciplined? unhingerd? unmasked? unmoored? unmoved? ungood? ungodly? uni-code, omni-directional & omnidimensional- aye, I. LETTER I EYE PERIOD AYE AYE CAPT

HOW MUCH MORE CAN I UNCOMPLICATE,

I ME ME MY
ME MYSELF I
I & I
JIVA-ATMA
Soul & Supersoul
Little & Big Mind?
the Good Mind?
Lets switch- Imagery-

I MAGE

Lots of Visions- depending on visions- lots of confusion- signal to noise- actual pain- human stuff, animal level stuff- basic psychology- rudiments- fundaments- ELEMENTS- ALIMENTARY, BUTTMAN! BASIC-BASIC- ON & ON- THE DOUBLE- ASTRAL PLANE THINGS- MENTAL ACTIVITY-
This itself is too much- and not enough- its noise- signal to noise- mixed memories, metaphors, ideas, looking for answers, keys- to hit on some winning combination- oh, to win!
so, this is it.
lie down in the hole
now, finally, pink coffin and all
you finally cough and look well at your hand-
the playing cards in the hand
the cigarrette back between your lips
hat tipped- and back to the maculine imagery- switched-
oddly this person is both, male & female, BOTH ALIVE & DEAD
SCHROEDINGER’S FUCK!

this again is ‘TOO MUCH & NOT ENOUGH’

NEVER SATISFIED
CHEESE & PEPPERONI ON THE TOMBSTONE
Maybe I’m Mexican- Aculpulco Gold- Poncho VIlla- Alamo, Alameida, CALIFORNIA- GOLD RUSH

Dressed in white shirt, yellow cape- gunslinger- draws & shoots- this is what I picture, from pieces- am I shot? is it memory? is it a construct? is it a channel? is it current? am I in danger? is this me? or memory? or what? or am I shot ? and kilt- in the ground you go! dumping bodies into holes! how morbid! How easy to be the writer of horror! The challenge, is WRITING ONESELF SANE! OH, THE TASK! a ribbon tied around a thing, for memory- a basket- a tree, in a child’s hair- around a bunny’s neck- a bow- on a present- a ribbon, tied in a bow, putting your finger on the knot- the bunny-ears, tying your shoes- memories- thanks for the memories- mammaries-mmmmammy- will this force me to reincarnate!? Force? ha! there is no force! Now, my writer’s voice (internal) definitely has the Mexicali accent, to imply or suggest a very masculine mustache. dark sweaty skin, tasting around the mouth- This is, strange.

First I’m nobody, eh, trying to find a position in space-time- trying to connect or ground or understand more clearly what’s going on internally- is this the wild west? is this the American revolution? is this 2024?
What? Then, I’m a girl with long straight dirty-blonde hair,existentially brushing in the mirror- first a hand-mirror, then a fill sized oval vanity- vanity plates- is the girl’s name Vanity? Why not. What happened? Cycles- predictable, unpredictable- raw, unfocused- what- Dangerous times? More now than 400 years ago? Who’s to say?

What? Then, I’m a Mexican guy? I have no idea what’s going on- or am I lying? telling stories- directing movies- or seeking direction- all these seeming energies, chaos, as it were- first a soulmate- a nemesis- another version of myself- someone with whom I share a link- or soul-qualities- other minds, other souls- living & dead- going in and out of scenes- wardrobe changes- staging, blocking, moving- singing, speaking- SHOOTING- CUT! WHATEVER IS REQUIRED-

FIRE FOR EFFECT-
REMEMBERING THE WARZONE
ALL BLOCKED OFF
A NO MAN’S LAND
A SORT OF DEMILITARIZED ZONE
THE ZONE
THE IN-BETWEEN STATE
HACKING IT
HOING IT
A GO OF IT
GO OFF
GO ON
GONE

GONE BEYOND

ALL THIS RELIGION
PHILOSOPHY LACKING
WISDOM & UNDERSTANDING LACKING
DIRECTION & PURPOSE LACKING
DETAILS & COHESION LACKING
CAUGHT LACKING!
AND SCENE!

DEAD IN A VIDEO GAME

IMAGINE

References, POP! MANY
A GREAT & MANY THINGS
10,000 things, the WORLD
SO YOU WANT TO BE A FOOL
SO YOU WOULD BECOME WISE
WISER THAN I, MORE WORLDLY
MORE SUCCESSFUL- HAVING ACCOMPLISHED
WHAT I HAVE NOT- EXPERIENCED- HAVING
WHAT I LACK- POSSESSING- DEMON- ON GOD

HANDS UP

hit by a car might be quick like
deer in the headlights- the deadlights-
fed lights- flash back- acid flask- black out-
oil slick, matchstick, flash quick- from the pan,
to the fire- flame- blazing- kiln- use of this power-
Life & Death- REMEMBER! WAY BACK! WAY!
Swerve & crash, probably- is this current- recent- immediate? one never knows-
Does it happen? is it a car-ghost- revenants- relevance- resonance- with a place-
MOST BASIC- OCCAM’S RAZOR- REDUCTIONISTHEORY- PRIDE OF THE MIND-
OTHER VISIONs- DARK VISIONS- ENLIGHTEN- MEANING- FLASH ON MEANING-

GRADUATED UNDERSTANDING- EDUCATION- REALIZATION- A PATH FORWARD- A GOAL- OR SEVERAL- A WAY, OF ATTACKING- ENCOUNTERING, COUNTERING- ACCOUNTING FOR- ‘MY’

-MY PERSON- BASIC ATTRIBUTIONS- PERSONALITY- BASIC APPROXIMATION-
PLACE & THINGS- & STUFf- personal possessions- OWNERSHIP- OWN- WYRD.
GETTING OUT- GETTING UNSTUCK- EARTHING PRACTICES- HERMETIC PRAXIS-
PRAXEOLOGY-
GO AHEAD & ASK THE TOUGH QUESTIONS-
CHELA
APPRENTICE
JUNIOR-
YOU WILL NOT GET OVER ON
GET UP
23-32
34-43
45-54….This is definitely ‘MIDDLE AGE’ THE MIDDLE AGES! THE DARK AGES! THE GODDAMN JOKE!
NOBODY EVER KNOWS. TO KNOW IS TO NOT BE ALIVE AS A PERSON. REPLAYING THE PAST- WRESTING CONTROL- SCHEMES- IMAGES- JOKES- CARDS- CHARACTERS- AND SUCH. SUFFICE-
ANGEL, SPIRIT, PHANTOM, SHADE, SPRITE, WIGHT- WHATEVER- MAN, WOMAN, CHILD, GHOST, PERSON, SHELL, SOUL- WHATEVER, WHICHEVER, WHOMEVER- FOREVER & EVER- NEVER-
BREAKDOWN

WORDS, LANGUAGE- COMMUNICATION- EXCHANGE OF INFORMATION – YES, reading & writing- yes, speech & gesticulation, or by gesture- movements, all. BEETHOVEN. BEETS. BEATS BY DRE- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED- DON’T SUE A BROTHER ON CREATIVE COMMONS

HUNG UP- HANGUPS, HANGOUTS- HUNG LIKE OM MANI PADME- HM! and things that make ya go! Hummin’ along- Hummingbirds- flies- maggots- we need movement- we need life- life produces forms- basic- basis- BASSIST- BASED- BUILDING BLOCKS- MAYBE THAT’s DNA! MAYBE IT’S MAYBELINE? MAYBE SO MAYBE NOT- POP! CULTURE SHOCK-

Push & shove, velvet glove- inspection- PRINCE, Le Artiste- purple rain- fairly clear images of deceased celebrities- often imitated, never replicated-

Caught under wheels- and the cart wheels roll along- respect to the accomplished few, the experienced few- the wise & understanding lot- the good kind- the well-to-do- and those that know, and yet draw breath, and read with fleshy eyes, between the lines- and know the demon there- drawing it’s own wavy thorn-like lines- dark energy all the way down to the heat & the hot part, and talk about densities.

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Categories Self-Audit

Looser

June 29, 2013 //

Friday, June 28, 2013

This is for the few, regarding the many- the milieu, the masses, the mob & the multitudes- Few go into selfless service, few devote themselves to high ideals, realizing what many do not comprehend- The Way of the superior person, the awakened or enlightened mind, the self-realized soul, the peaceful warrior- self-mastery, beyond a certain point, involves self-sacrifice- self-mastery can be taught- it can be learned-

The world can be your oyster, your stepping stone, your throne or your prison- The important things can be glimpsed, sought, hard won and fought for, gained- or ignored- it’s too hard! It’s too demanding! Not enough time! No guidance- well- few role models and teachers exist. Few in terms of Billions, in terms of millions- Everything is relative. We all have certain things in common.

This world, these bodies, culture, society- Civilization- but your conditions, situations- laws of commonality & correspondence- it can be gleaned, glimpsed, intuited, interpreted, imagined, understood with sympathy- one can become wise- beyond book learning- beyond the advice of ordinary people- rising above, floating there- the cream or the scum. There is always a choice. There is always a higher level. There is always a bigger picture.

Here is paradox. You are unique & special just like everyone else. No two snowflakes are alike, but they are all very much alike- and so with your fingerprints- though it be a very fine margin. Perhaps we must shave off so much a percentile to find that unique, original strain- but there it is in plain sight, in view of everyone. Now, people need to be reminded of the vast enormity of ordinary reality we all share, which underlies the principle of this uniqueness, this individuality, the individuation and it’s process- the firmament & fundament, the formulaic equation that is Human- only slightly separate from the Ape, me only slightly separate from someone I never met on the opposite side of the Globe-

the crests & troughs, the hills & plains, peaks & valleys- essential dualities- a sine wave, a fractal- you see- the Tao of Spiritual Alchemy- The Universe is Balance; Balance & Harmony in all things. Look at what you think is unique- then look around you and find that is it more common, more ordinary than you thought- Only a fool can become wise, just as a baby learns-Adulthood is a second childhood.

The figments, fragments, fixations, tendencies- torments, agonies, suffering & joy- foment since a little disturbance tells you, this isn’t everything, there must be something more- common sense should tell you that, should humble you- we all have our limits- much is a matter of degree, shades of gray, and even black & white are not so absolute- but close enough for government work- consider this carefully, somewhere in the midst of everything, how small we are, how insignificant- yet, all important in the immediacy of a single instant- here & now, there & gone- open up, expand, explore- diversify, identify, indemnify- ideals are not idolatry- the shame of unrecognized potential, the bowing & scraping, no false idols, or prophets, and there we both beware.

Hidden in plain sight, providing little shade or cover, yet who worships trees? Who worships me? What is worship, a warship- to wash that idol, scrub it- pray to it, talk to it- why not pet a pig, a snake, or a Rooster? Why not keep a pet turtle- why not a fish- a tiny shark- there is the comparison between the ocean and the aquarium- which one do you inhabit? Pray to the toaster, dance around it with a fork, until the toast ejects- spread butter- have with eggs- oh, why.

The language of animals and that of action- symbolic representations, sense relations- and those familial, as filial piety- renunciation, or reincarnation- what in the Sam Hill, Blue Blazes & Tarnation! A pink carnation, a milk crate, jug, or jar- a plastic spoon, fork, knife- the combination, Swiss Alps, Chocolate, Watches- Easter, eventide, noontide- Sunset- Seaside, Suicide- Deicide- Who can hide? What!

The Thing create or manifest, is never God, just as what is said or told is not the Tao itself, but contains it- God is container & Contained, essentially a personification of the Tao, ‘The Mother of All Things’ So, God, The Great Light, The Great Mother- anything we list, we itemize, we calculate, we scrimp & save, or squander- some wait then walk, some wish & want, some wilt & wither, some wink & wander- some wont to have or hold, grows cold, grows mold- should be kept covered. Keep a lid on, pipe down, so the elements of thought translate to our existential dilemma, crisis of faith, fidelity, angst- ramp it up, angstroms, ohms- reserves, a plenary portion, serves hors devours & dessert, but there is the desert- it’s all too close, it’s uncanny.

Unrelated, but so closely linked to be represented- wring the rag into the sink, wrap it around your head- tie on the band- the string around your finger- about the package, tape it well- later, nobody realizes what was released, exposed, or skipped- This all says too much, much more than can be really said, or would even make sense to the mind- but that must become free- self-knowledge- healing & liberation- decisions, rest, perfunctory, compulsive mastery- functions, forms, too many words, and back to nature- or artifice- conjecture- a lecture, standing at the lectern, the podium- a pulpit & pew, take the stage, take the bench- flag-waving, high pollen count, the bees knees. Butterfingers, slovenly, slobbering dog- frog on a log, in a bog, from a pollywog- wag this- waving a wand or a palm frond- Here I must stop.

The balloon blown too full will pop. The crops in rotation, as this record, this planet, and whole solar system- Commission, split decision, derision, disagrees and the stomach churns- the butter flies, the water waits, and steeped, deeply, stones sinking ever- through space, commodities, dainty lace, perfunctory, honorable mention- suspension of disbelief- all admixture, properties- evaluation- such as rhyme & reason, and the lessons coded, folded neatly, like a napkin- set the table- turn this and tides, whale watching, skins & hides, bones- lots of cash & prizes- moaning & groaning, lending & loaning, phones ringing- old & new- ancient & modern- to cover all space & time, we must.

How does this free the mind, what is the mind, what did I find, a ring, a tone to hear, and spoken low, the token, cheers & jeers, tears, visions- tumbling cascade, a parade, a marathon, marionettes, lunatics- fighter jets- colors of stones, elemental qualities- all combinations of the one thing- collection agency- selection process- automated- requires no thought nor effort- no feeling there- numbness, good for the bones- the brain- check the organs- clean, clear out- sanity, I think- when cobwebs cover, dust & mold gather- the stone stops rolling, moss gathers- lichens, hell of lycanthropy- surgery- postpones the operation- makes some more calls-

Bathroom stalls, showers, tones & hues, all shades, all shapes & sizes, everything imaginable- but the pattern, the sequence- the order, illumination- majesty- making proclamations- tallyho! Ballyhoo- poppycock- the record skips, it’s scratched- we killed the DJ, no- killing- feeding frenzy- red sea, dead sea- time, space-marks, stopping- breath-airs, life-force- calibrating instruments- making calculations-

Reductionist theory- a practiced hand- Deadeye Dick & the Dead Hand- Old Hat, old fart- one-up, start- the line-drawn, then putting finishing touches on it- since my mind is being read, I see read, my mood blackens- Chalk & charcoal- both for writing- Papier Mache- A Machete- Signs posted- Warnings- Wasps & Hornets- Hackers- Slackers- Car-Jacking- Melons smashed or shot, exploding- Head- like Black Lightning- lighting warehouse- other warehouses- down by the wharf- the peerless on the pier- aye, cap’n! Warp & weft of Human Clef-

Cleft palate, pilot- a pirate- L’Artiste- L’Egoiste- Teasing the teats- the Farmer- His Daughter- Coastal region- cliffs, rocky, soil quality- a carnival- commodities store bought- feeding the fishes- loaves, that would be.

Magnify, enhance, entrance- makeshift derringdo, demigod in a dirigible- this is becoming, style, stairwell, casing the joint- point-man, driver- ridicule- launching pad- Lords & Ladies- Keeps changing the subject, Objectify- Solemnize, Sodomized- Gluttony- Buttoned up and buggered- the Plough, fowling the line, flowers of fire- what can this be? What can it mean? Stress on accents, particulate matter, debris- and washed up, ship to shore- on the shoals- rehearsal- Retrieve fragments- figments- Mincing words, brethren- Minced Oaths- Folly- foibles- faces awash- the colors store, stack up odds, mix & match, Min-Max, Lat-Long, Lady-Lord, the Triads, the Triages- Training grounds, coffee-

Sequined jumpsuit- monocle, Monogramed items- upholstery- finery, liveried, livestock too- Lunch time- whistle blows, blaring from the loudspeaker- fiction formed from fact- tact, tactile senses, apprehension- commitment to excellence- naturally, satisfactory- few guarantees in life, few certainties- teasing, tousled- doing the do- the doo-wop, a little ditty- here, kitty-kitty- drool, now- third sin- lust- did I mention the Glutton- we are moving the line, towing it- rowing the little boat- so merrily- we approach wrath- the river becomes fierce- we are warriors- ho! Making up, breaking up- crumbling something- for cookery- the crock pot maybe- makeshift- arts & crafts- we have complete control- superb, superlative- try a mint- a spot of tea- repeat after me-

Dress up, house, doctor, dances with cadavers, palaver- askew, askance glance, perchance- rancid meats- lancets, boiling capers, caber tossing- duck crossing- muck raking, the moon- a gentle one, swooning- crooner, golden-throated, silver-tongued- holy good daemon? Spirit guide- we are going beyond, beyond- pardon poor spelling, grammar, capitalization, capitalism- a certain species of fascination- morbid, corpse-rigid, routine check…

morgues- hospitals- garbage cans- dumpsters- dunghill- then the maze, of topiary hedges, gardens of stone- steeplechase- “why not ignore…!? why pay attention to that, to any of that- !?” fiction from fact- a journey, a voyage, a flight of fancy- pants-suit- suspenders- into suspended animation- Claymation- animated characters- clocks & calendars- coordinated attempts- assaults- the asphalt- zany zebras zipping … Jack frost nipping at your toes- head to toe, stem to stern, soup to nuts, young to old- reversals-

Some commotion, motion carried, rights and fee waived- slavery commencing- sentencing- suspended, commuted- good to know people- the few & many both part of the one thing- the one & the all, is the self-other dichotomy still good, the defense rests- prosecutors will be violated- in violet- in blue- Cartesian planes- Lucifer- mind games- silly people- silly putty- Muddy Waters- Sin, we must consider Pride- The Great White- sack & plunder- now we are going over the falls- looking down the falls- Great Falls- Thrice-Greatest- anything but that, anyone but you- what to do- who made who- then you come unglued- unlimbered, and unloosed- shocking- seat, evaluation of the complex, knot- sequencer array- resplendent- verdant green- your color- this little scene- little minx, a cat- special breed, rare- a breed apart- the rebellion, sir, the legends- and rumor has it- Great White… Brotherhood, Hype, Hope- Shark- Krishna- Come thou hither, wither, thither & yon- here we go- calling card- kidnappers- terrorists- here they come- coming through the yard, the Scotland Yard, the Swat-Team, Whodunnit? WWWWW&H- Now we’ve done it.

Gun it, gun the engine, run it, run the sword through, lance it, Lancelot, that boiling oil, brother, kettle, stew- Sir, Sorority, Sin, Salvation, Savior-redeemer- revelation, revolution, thy father’s revolver, padre’s pistol- mortar & pestle, pumping, gripping, winding & wrapping, leashed & lashed, the post- written, spoken, spitting- a wishing well- pissing in the wind, up a rope- hanged high- the flag, the pope, the man- the Deity, the promise of God- the Prophecy- the Pod- And diving down- descending, ascending- slopes, gradients, declination, inversions- caprice, regulations, resurrections- insurrection- convection, memory retention- the anal stage- virulent phage- all the rage- sage, cedar, redwood forest- tourism- boring holes, old glory, faded, paint peeling, mind & senses reel- gone fishing! I’d rather be.

Prismatic, ecstatic, quixotic, redacted- retractions made, a new drawing, prints- plans- God & Man, Dog & Cat- A vat of lard, the pencil nib, the inkwell, the baby’s breath and bib, lobster- express- Far East- Dolls, certitude, attitude, beatitude- beatific- beautiful- the word, the world, the winsome lass, lithe & lissome- lizards, frogs, flies, fleas- fearlessly exterminating, extinction- a tincture, a tray, medicinal grade- a system of weights & measures, numbers- mathematical chemical, vehicle- treacle tarts- cotton candy- Jim Dandy, sunshine, moonbeam- rays, raisons, razors- wrapping paper, ribbons, bows, tied in knots, shoelaces, shoe fly pie, gumbo, mumbo jumbo-lumpy oatmeal, soapsuds, spraying the vegetation- washing the animals- this Earth, this world, this wax seal-

Confetti, the yeti, a bouncing betty- payday heyday, better late than never, early riser- bread- dough, yeast- snow- blowing, flowing, cascades- wall mounts, brackets, syntax, sentence structure, etc. etc.

Pump the gas, the brakes, the tires screech, the owls hoot, holler over yonder, blonde or redhead, bedhead, wake up dead- red handed- letters, fetters, Irish Setters, tent-posts, holes dug, dung out, and all about- en route, routed, tack, volley- roundabout, circularity of form, circulation of the energy bodies, planar shear- winds solar and seas- high & low- above & below- search, seek, soul- commanding attention, respect, traction, ground, pound for pound- drowning- upheaval, beveled, leveled out- touted, spouted, spigot, bigoted- part of pride- wise council or company of fools- such a ship, dangerous- catastrophic- megalith, monolith- geodesic dome- chrome polish, varnish, tarnish- vanquish foes- back to farming.

Yarn spooled out, spieled, eager spelling, without a doubt, swelling in chest, put ice on that- the hot flash, the breaks- setting- choice of words, yelling- screaming- pitch a fit, a catcher’s mitt- signal, sign- retelling, retold- fortunes untold- brewing- early warning system- detection- mother of invention- hold & release- keep the truce, the peace- the word- this is for the birds- the worms, the wool- the smell of years- seers, stewards & custodians, safe-keeping, code cracking, gift-wrapped- buttoned, snapped- zipped, nails clipped- neatly trimmed hairs, wiggling nose, toes, ears-

wagging a finger, a wager, bet- debt cancellation, forgiveness- a business- sensational- retracing steps, retread- return to sender, rhetoric, the vendor- a contender, bumper cars, fender bender- accidental, Occidental, Oriental- in the middle- playing the fiddle- a lute, a lyre- a lavish, garish, with flair & garnished wages, soothsayers, sages- check gauges- instrument panel alight- aglow in the night- foresight for sore eyes, four eyes- third place, base, basket case- subject of age, sex, class, race- erase the hate- the mate- saddled dapple dimpled- daunting, limber, timber- hell of repetition- learn! Transcending mind, soul- bodily fluids- accrued, accedes, ante-chambers- decadence, mulling over words, vomit and roll back the counter- the digits, phalanges, to phalanx, to phoenix- toothless gums gnaw on brushes- hourglass & abacus- fractions, decimals, recalcitrant varmint- shooting gallery, art-

pictures in frames of reverence- reference point, past the point, batter up, quick or dead- rewind, remix, review, recapitulate, reframe- rinse, repeat- take a seat.

One parody, custody, muss & fuss- rustling of leaves, rifles through belongings- songbird, awnings- pipe-fittings, looser, tighter- white knuckle, ankle biter- slightly, negligee, gross negligence- pent up aggressions, hostilities cease & desist- refuse, piece de resistance- a fence, no defense- replies, sighs- wheezing, sneezing- search & seizure- appetite, man bites dog- writing wrongs, righting them- prongs- tines, teargas grenades- gruel, grueling- grunt work- slavery- what sin is this? Overheard- undertones, hushed overtones- the hand- the band- the wand- the wave- what can you do?

Backs up, eyes the stacks, and leans the ladder against the rows, arrangements of flowers, daffodils surrounding towers, machines of every description, having a conniption- snippets, eye sockets, wrenching- sudden- soon- bend the spoon- sound of the loon- weather balloon- they vanish into thin air- spare no expense, money is no object- the thing for itself- for its own sake- raking leaves- a purpose-

Auxiliary, maxillary, capillary- let your hair down, the nightgown, the ball, the owl- awl or adz, adjunct, GI symptoms- a G-thing- Giant, Gaseous emanations- master of ceremonies- festivities, various occasions- seasons, the wheel turning- hear & remember- mind-bending, big spender, high rolling- wheels turning- water especially- wood, meets with marvel- so we have evolved in thought, ability- enough to gloat over ourselves- the old ways, means & ends- various ways- workaround- shop, skip, stop, beats, bleating lambs- wolves howling- delightful hell- light- blinded by jewels perhaps- toad licking- sticking to the roof of the mouth, to the ribs, fib, fabrication, fiber optics, laser precision, what I said already- what also rhymes at every turn, every juncture, the primary function, special attraction, one time only, or in syndication, decision- ranking- riles derision, scorn- fancy that

A pity pat, patrimony, parsimony, patriarchy- hierarchy- malarkey- embargo, embark on, such a thing- feeling the bitter sting of regret, the agony of defeat- the big let-down- forget me not, notice me- I, I, I.

A sinking feeling, quizzical look, questioning, stands at attention, the classroom- the board, meeting, rivalries, pick-up lines, lewd, coarse, crude, crusted over- preoccupation, emancipation- exacting revenge- discipline, school in session. Tension headaches, revelry, reveille- a wake-up call, a rude awakening- cold water in the face, pulled out of bed to the floor- kinetic, a prosthetic- a triple-amputee with bionic limbs- a brain in a jar- but with a robotic body- a complete morphology, taxonomy, taxidermy- cutting coupons, box-tops, watching commercials, turn the sound off- breasts are bouncing- exercise video- breasts of steel? Eating chicken, the other-other white meat- but I like the dark- I mean, that’s what’s for dinner- eyeballs the poultry, especially on turkey day, ah but thanks to give, with compliments.

Competence, contemplation of abrasion, soliloquy, chewing, chomping, now softly, cooing- screwing the heads off, the limbs- but softly, light breaks in the dawn, early hours- and the cries come over the hills, the rooftops- nobody knows so there’s no doubt- a sort of silent dog whistle, a seeing-eye dog, a guide, a guard- a giddy sort of round-

The table, clearly, severing carefully, with cutlery, turning coils out from the crank of assorted artillery, pillory- downing, glistens there, comforting sound when you drift off, the bombs fade into the background- they can be just like a bad dream- or loud noises, scary things- wary things we are, winding around, looping, and wearing them- even in our ears, like our eyes keep seeing- staring awake, or blindly- the horror, with mouths agape- and frozen- eventually melt- depending on their consistency.

Further separations, anxiety, heart palpitations, sweat breaks out in beads on the furrowed brow, bearing, a sort of stretch with the arms bowed back, the back itself bowed, but not quite to breaking, still we hear the varied pops and cracks- as with walking on the second story floorboards, and stairs which creak, or when this old house settles, and sometimes groans in the night- we are there under the covers up to our bridge- wishing we were elsewhere, while everything in silence seems louder than reality- we can hear nothing- paradox becomes our diamond-thunderbolt, and medicinal tea- nearby, underground and a little further down the road, water rushes- and there, reeds & rushes- seeds, all sorts of fish & fowl, bird & beast- we just want to cover everything.

Shivering, are we feverish or sweat there, in places we never knew existed, we can learn about our bodies, the machines and manipulations, various assorted shapes and sizes, types, hues, already- contortions, maxims, power of prayer or persuasion, forces, soothingly, not maddening, considers the expiration date, retaliation, escalation, amplifiers, beacons, flares, galleons, gadfly, gadzooks! The bogs and marshes- will we be awake or sleeping, further we sink from paradox, rescinding, impossibly- convulsive inhale, spastic, why- plastic covers numerous things. It’s easier if we put a cover on one thing or another.

Sickly, leaking, springing, and consider the trunk, and truncated form, unexpurgated or what- conscience, competence, logos, stickers, vinyl siding, winds that whip- not everything is symbolic or meaningful, imbued- ingested, congested- spewed forth from the manifest- this document- portent- apprehension in a hand.

Clutches, if we must die- we need do nothing- we could waste time, lifeless, coincidence- struggling now, you wait- we flow, float downstream a bit, and limply, or dangle- a little jingle to see us along- singing the song- swinging, stronger now- physically, a few lumps, a few improvements- bumped up- why take this- why do this- why say anything- why do anything- why not- knowledge slips the grasp, flees- flies away- flickers then in a flash- gone- you didn’t strangle- mangle- tangle with it- there’s always something stronger-weaker, smarter, longer, better, faster, newer, etc. better or worse- why!?

Approaching absurdity, must rest, must eat- must- we are afraid- questions, versions and revamp, revisions, divisions- incisions- why we think this way- why, a million times a million- never-mind- we just get tired- repeated, bored, and this is perhaps our curse- rehearsed- immersed- also forgetting- and the glamor of it- illusion- seeming triumph, surrender, mercy, anything- seeking anything, meaning of anything- it’s discomfiting- a bad fit- a go-home mat- a ball bat- a statute- a tribute- a nod- a lot, if not everything, seems to come from nothing, to nothing, but from nothing- and yea, what purpose- what conviction- but it proves what, and then what? And so what- all questions do.

A moment here, there we go, recorded, everything into segments- into containers- meandering, a notice is posted, guest is hosted, toasted- celebratory, congratulations, mutual masturbation- class in session- confessional- provisional- a license you need- hour of it, breeding- all rights- dint, you say- dented- helmets, shields, crests, crullers- cruelty- surpassing- and far-afield- entrenched- ignored- total loss- and pain of loss- and consequently- suppression. Fires burn, much is erased. What trace, then- stories passed down, even skipping a few steps, skipping stones- stepping- geese and ganders- look, talking- mouths agape. Banners, standards-

Nobody knows, nobody is, existent- penitent, pondering, pontification- pendulum like, pentacle- perhaps, perchance- the only thing, hard to say- identified- most take a hard look, critical or quizzical- upon closer inspection, further examination, random- sequence- modifiers- multi-tiered, multi-prong approach- coming in for a landing- I guess the parade is over, then. What does the newspaper say? One lens mysteriously and spontaneously cracks, the whole place is shaking- must have nerves of steel- difficult to face, to analyze, to suspend judgment even long enough for the big reveal- more like unraveling- travelling man- custodian, caretaker- something-

Plugging away, chugging along, merriment- clicking down the track, it glides too- sails, even- such vehicles- differences- perpetual motion- every kind of action- every description- consequently, scrutiny then fire- recalcitrant- enamored, there’s emotional barrier, mental block, physical limitation- damn- tirade, façade, barricade, brocade- colonnade- so, art, style, dignity, such, varnish, vernacular, testing the waters, whatever- watching, waiting, whittling away, withering, wintering- wishing- what- worthies, evoke, the sort of trial- ensuing, colliding, pursuing, driving- induction, compunction, gumption- grumpy old curmudgeon- pigeon, dove- degrees I tell you- lacking the wherewithal, withal, withholding, molding, coping, coral- corralled, cordoned off, zones. This could get ugly. We never stop for long. We have yet to unearth what it is we need. What truth- relief, a reprieve- or what

Minus this, or barring it, the trance continues, the dances go on then, fires still burn- the minds, the bellies churn, the tides come in and go out- everything proceed as normal, nobody really knows! Nobody really notices! Funny, what we believe, or we wonder, we speculate- until there’s another split- or we manage to unify, at least in principle, the theory behind the practice- again, becomes rote, muscle memory, pushbutton thing- a little trigger, a diminished wave this time, less fanfare- perhaps the mystery and controversy drive the whole thing. I want to break it down, but I want to win- maybe that’s the same thing- like realization springs the trap and sets you free at the same time- or you take my place- or I can figure it out and shut up already- and just move on- otherwise-

This is no ordinary channel, thus is defies description, and comparison- it’s hard to get a break these days, and to find good help, and many of the things we want done, we could do best but for some reason can’t- and yet, yes, lesser persons do they ever, but rarely- look, I’m skipping large parts of this- I don’t have to tell you anything- I thought it was entertaining, now and again, it’s a nuisance- but it drives me- sometimes to madness- sometimes to the edge, or over- sometimes into flips- or little tantrums, or melancholy- but, alas- detachment- reinforcements- we keep waiting- the cavalry will arrive shortly- meanwhile good men die, or sometimes go bad- we need duality- for now- it seems to me everything is posited on this, couched in it- so it feels like a repeat, a hamster wheel- a damned thing- sometimes

All that seemingly random stuff, we land on something, it’s the wheel spinning- it’s the ball bouncing- the random element, of chance- of luck- that’s the part of fortune- the dragons and demons, yea they are illusions- but what we consider real, mostly the tangible aspects of it- oh, we know lasers and razors, we know the military example is tolerated, for now- or at least, sometimes- perhaps a little art here or there- stumbling, but then we get the sea legs- we get to running- and the printing press is hot- we can Xerox your ass. Lick the envelope and the stamp. Rubber glove time- white glove time- no glove, eh.

What kids think of gauntlets- I think Nerf weapons- non-lethal- in fact I am very nice, most of the time- but I have this little burr in the back of my brain- a little bit, sometimes I think it’s my soul- that sick & crazy feeling- like I have to sort this out, settle it down- ameliorate- so I seek, and I mention- anomalies- lines of pursuit- part of its poetry- part fixation, fascination- many things I mention, but in no particular order- it’s the feeling of chaos- that stirs something- something is there, and we must identify it- discover, uncover, recover, and cover it again- over and over again- or not- we could do it once correctly- get the story straight and be done with it- but it’s also a great work- maybe The Great Work- and maybe it’s all nonsense. Maybe it’s all fiction, in a way- illusion- symbolism- a distraction- how do I know you really exist- or anything is real- but we won’t go there now- we have to maintain something here- this is happening. This is real. This links one scene with the next, one person with the next, the whole world, and all time- and whatever else- hey, there’s space & time for that- but what of the mysteries? I don’t want to bore you, nor waste my own time. I think we’re done here for today.

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driftwood cosmic tide

April 6, 2013 //

Friday, April 05, 2013

Immediately the page becomes a scroll, a scrolling down, rolling out, unwinding, revealing upon itself the print, a script of sorts in language symbols, difficult to read or comprehend, the message alerts the centers of instruction, to be ready to receive the influx of power, energy and force contained, constrained,

the wave of desire, rising like a tide, and to a crescendo, under the moon, the lunar gravity holds the tide in sway, and reflects at night the Sun’s light upon us, which gives at all times the spark of illumination, the fire which ignites there lit by the torch of knowledge, carried through the passages of time by the archetypal man, driven by such forces,

guided by their discovery, and the necessity of survival, of promulgation or provocation, a convocation, a collection of objects of distinction, their hallmarks and traits, those of character, and individual merits, the subjects and their composition, consistency, consistently, observing a tendency, stretching the senses and them straining to see, hear, touch, taste, feel or otherwise sense, or to ward off impending danger, doom-

A depiction of inscriptions, glowing or fading, appearing and disappearing, if so much is suggested by so little, a lot to draw up water from the well, or again we see the heave and swell, a barrel collects rainwater, and tin and shingles on a house, a line for laundry, linens themselves, a place of washing, whether from rain, or mists, or near a stream, or steam hissing between rocks, or from a tea-kettle-

the elements natural and commandeered as it were, commanded with respect, from the native point of origins, through cycles definitely, and the demand for arbitration, communication or communion, and in supplication, compliance with the evidence of action, understanding more the mind, the abstract science described by logicians, and the metaphysic.

Natural laws & universal principles, barely outlined and suggested in symbols, supposed to contain and convey meaning, which is derived, arrived at as a destination of the mind, the mind containing and covering the apprehension of the sensory-apparatus, all the functions of the body, all possible actions, in combination and relation to the world outside, the inner world, that realm, if such could be called a plane.

Details, scales, facts & figures, numbers & letters, stacks of paper, cloth, and other fabrications, or the raw elements, expanded, expounded, pronounced words of power, names of God, perhaps, lists of names, attributions, solutions, questions, a persistent sweat, condensation, aspiration, expiration, perspiration, inspiration, commitment to excellence, and great care taken, knowing the danger, and the reasons, but the will to love, to know, and dare, even in silence, or without words- holding in that tense a concentration, considerations, feelings, sensations or sense-relation, and the familiar, familial, civil, civic duty, obligation, press- pass on legacy, skeleton of society, shedding skins or shells, leaving husks or remnants, constant reminders, blinders, flashing- faint and fleeting memories, and so many thoughts, return, restore, sort, or center, recall, stalling, conference, coincidence, instances of instants, a record-

Mode of dress, decorations, images of places, times gone by, buildings, style of language, emotive address, nostalgia, walk down memory lane, the fane, rails on the side of the road, a ditch, a garbage bag- pale, shades of green, blades of grass- history, the past, relevance, categorical, metaphorical, canonical, a treatise, truce & treaty, tighten the noose- cooked goose, types of container, various materials, plastic & metal, holding within them various & sundry, there is zeal, whine & weal, one-pointedness- a meditation on material substantiality, a specialty shop, shoes there, a tinker or tailor, seamstresses, tresses, dresses, a sailor, perhaps not a whaler, longshoreman, with fleece, flimsy negligée, Autumnal Equinox- Unrehearsed, but shows bias, discords, discriminating tendency, intellect, poised on the brink, in perpetuity, perhaps the perpendicular, vehicular- carriage, a miscarriage of justice, who be blindfolded, like the hanged-man, to have reverence, pause for consideration, collaboration, vested interests- though grim.

Now a mask, a shade, we ask, this man- Final Judgment, famous last words- Wild West, through the Americas, but not only- distant foreign lands, wars fought long ago- eating lunch in a high place, like on girders of steel- but not me, myself and I, so-called- ribald, rhythm and blues, darkness, thick black or the blinding light, bindings, wrappings, leash perhaps a pet, a guide, even temporarily, into the underworld, the nether-regions, to be sure- with some cultural precedent- an ancestor, or neighbor, or imagined cohort, companion, in concert- conductor, as with the train, locomotion, more commotion in the courtroom, dramas- disconcerting, wheeling motions, brakes- a fall perhaps from that ridge, or there over a bluff, at some range, and tasting the wind- The air must be cleared-

So much comes and goes, fades, passing away- and makes way for the new, that true blue, a sort of crew, a tree that grew, a shoe or two, hair done- well-crafted, trade- pack on the animal back, or in the carriage, a nap- infancy- perhaps from the infirm, or the infamous- what you fancy- dandy, gentle- dandle on the knee, thinks, bringing up the ladle to the lips, a lurid overture, what would be yielding, from wielding one thing, looking down the gown to something, hidden in suggestion, hint of transgression, allowance, assurance of trust, says something about rot and rust, gathering mold and dust, and nothing to sneeze at- switching to the dry, nose twitches, a wry expression on his face, grimace- grace- diminish in the sunset, riding off- smiling into the west, or dowsing, there drowsy, set to dreaming under the pines, spruce, cedar- dream of rising, riding the planes, flying even into the sky, above the clouds, or with those twinkling in the night sky.

Idea turn to the well, and then to the wheel, that of water or a wagon, back to the shoe clad, clods, or heels, and those of bread, the kind for breaking, saying grace, saving, mustering some cavalry perhaps, or mumbling, something mind-numbing- bumbling about or fumbling, trying to get the tallow wick or oil lamp lit, there is that, another sort of light, the suggestion of that within, suppression of whim- maybe pony express or pistol whip- another magazine, and another time- she gets something perhaps in this century- to do with hair, gum chewing, various sweets- the shop next door, the same little town perhaps, a hundred or two years later, that connection through time-

Whether the pawn or the gun shop, there is mercantile trading, mercifully, using so much of this language for so long, it also evolves, morphs, mutates- some constants, constraints, considerations, quotes and comments- the pith and tar, the good & all, tangy, what loses flavor is spat- removed, either as gum- to the shoe- to the circus and that show- to signs on posts, sighs, as ghosts in another town, or the same, continue as they were, unbeknownst- the normal, ordinary, typical, and easily imagined or described place-setting, feasts- just eating is memorable- dealing with hair- women- various kinds of violence- and suppression- so there are jails- and when man was wild- domestication- as it happens over the course of such periods, periodicity, annals of history, a muse among others-

bemused, confuddled- exasperation sounds, handy would be, useful, practical- the tomfoolery, confounded- blast- this sort of mild cursing, pursing lips, watching such as the carriage- the pips, or lips and hips- or cabbage growing- tumbleweeds- cattle herds, hear rattling- hissing- the sound of a gulp, a lump in the throat, dry mouth- country bumpkin or county squire, recall a knight- what with electric light- modern technology- marvels of the modern age- and billed as such- skill, such as diving- submersibles- racing cars- beyond hot air balloons and dirigibles- remember the dogfights- the dashing derring-do, perhaps confederacy, federal shield- shining armor, gleaming and glistening scales- and the art of listening, watching- approval or approbation- hesitant at first, apprehension- set up for retaliation- such are prepared for large-scale wars, maybe mass destruction, we think extinction- sanction, genocide-

suicide- homicide, fratricide, patricide, matricide, infanticide, etc. no killing, as a rule- we don’t condone any kind of killing, save for emergency or necessity- hard to imagine that it goes on in the world as it does. Shame.

cut & dried, tied, hogs and dogs, frogs in bogs, slogging through, ice flows, lice- licentious, flies- fleas- microorganisms, rubbish, refuse, refuge, regurgitating- replenishing, quenching thirst- about to burst, fit to be tied

accursed worsted, first red lead shelter, sweltering heat, felt tip pen, cuttlefish ink, owl blood, bones of the bouillabaisse, basting roast beast, beetles in the place, to be expected, corrected, river raft, lever-waft, cedar oak, barrel chest, chariot lariat, chocolate, coconut, cheese fondue, mon dieu, le fromage du france. Viva la france.

Dance the no pants dance, chants, chance passing, herring, flaring nostrils, ocular orbs, mammary mommy, tommy- commie, Connie- Bonnie, Gin & Tonic, high colonic- super-sonic, phlebotomy, lobotomy- lab rat anatomy, dichotomy- suitable dumpster for diving- bell ringing, ear-hole, larvae, carve the turkey- work it, abs and buns of steel- totally recalling the 80’s- abased, and cowering.

Look-sea, see-hear, lurid, pallid- clover, cloven, cliff, cleft palate, zealot- yellow robe, fellowship, notes, delve into gorge, gorse, groves, green acres, heptagon- Bethlehem, Babylon, Baphomet, Bardiche, barding, brougham, Brunhilde, last gasp, bastion, form the vanguard, sangraal, lanyard, lamen, layman, lumens, laggard, haggard, stoic, stalwart- Stu, Life is intelligence- Listen, the mind, the abstract- clairaudience- sentience- sensing clearly- testing the waters- a brave- hound, the soul- sound, a tone is played, set- a key into the lock- the loch, the master- recites, rites, robed, clever- solvitur, requiem, requisat, regis, regnus, regnum, regulus, rex, rosae crusis, anacrusis, sandalphon-

The Gorge, gorgon, tangled bore, grown over groves, over graves, gross and lank, hair, warring, dreads, sparring, treads, turning tracks, tumbling, tall, over oak cedar spruce pine, pineapple and papaya, pearls- perilous gorge, peril- peerless, seer, sage, timeless, ageless- the elements rage together- the slammer- home runs, hot cross buns, Americana- Deep River Canyon, Paul Bunyan- Grand slam, hammer- haberdasher, gash, trash, lash- wash & wear, wait & watch, sit & stare, naked, bare, bear skin rug, tug of war, baseball- games-sports- wars- contests, trophies- talents, custodian, hacksaw, makeshift, ship-shape, ship to shore, save our souls.

Dungeon, plunger, monetary rewards, losses & gains, even punishments, enticing, influencing, improving, testing- alluring, resting place, kindly disposed, imposed- hosed, tossed offering, coffers- capers, cab share, crab dare, ride where, wide world, woods, weak leaking steak, stank stitching, crank, cracking joints, dragging knuckles, thumbs-all, twisted- jewel encrusted, trusted source, material sensitivity, under pressure, leisure, treasure-seeking- Hunting, bunt, or punt the runt- rug rat- little brat- practice swings with the bat, and catcher’s mitt, have a fit, fine.

Have a ball- two- draw- seal, soul in deal- no stealing- wheel-deal- real, reel- even keel- “silver & gold- stones of precious water- ultimate sparks of the intimate fire-“ will, intend, desire- force & fire, live wire, wireless, cordless, CORLISS- ORGUSS- hair plugs- slugs, bugs, rugs, drugged- triggered, flickering feeling- extending feeler- examining ceiling, zero- one, one, one…

folly or wisdom- random, non-linear, discursive thought, rehearsal, twilight, firefight, blocks- cubes, big time foam, foment, loam- on loan, Sly, Slim, Slime, slick, sleek, slack- lackey, wracked with pain, doubles-over… over-under, render, reset, tease it a bit, ease, fluid movement, wet cement, fresh asphalt- smell- tar- pit, pity, city- hooks-

leopard print- books, never heard of it, rooks, cooks, chefs, shook down the crooks, crowns, royal colors, running, ragged, bag & tag, drag knock- nettled, settled score, bore a hole, drill, troll fire- desperate times, measured response- ponce, Pontius- purse strings- staples, cables- cauterize, catheterize- catalyze- catalepsy- comatose- the long sleep- clueless, creeping up, alley cat, shadow elongated- fated, fracas- ruckus, rummage sale- swooping, din & tumult- surmise the situation, scout- periphery, ruminate- proper regard for authority, respect the law-

call it a draw, decades, dedicated inquiries, enquiry, findings, translation- causation-cessation, ceiling low- hang- holographic, grammatical, apolitical- satire, fraternal, paternal, patriarchy- zen, guru- shaman- gender bias- age discrimination- sexual harassment- basement, and attic- psychosomatic- creative, nymph- cause & effect- shrimp scampi, scampering, pampering, ply- coiled- soiled, dirty- farce, foreign object- immutable, irrefutable, zip the bag-

chrome gleaming, tin whistle, thistle- barnacle- blue- plating, serrated edge, bleeding- wicked sharp, leading way- piercing- going- slaying- hewing, the thicket, showering- articulated pumping, stomping, goring, gorging, gorgeous- glowing- red, splatter-fest- but I digress- behest- detest, accost, at cost, paucity, paunch, pusillanimous- punctilious, supercilious- legions, zillions, one and triune- fluted, grated on the nerves, steel- island- wheel- Zion- Lion- crying- sighing- frying pan, flan, fisher king, rye & Kaiser- incisor, dresser drawer, schnauzer mouser- mystique, mistaken identity- crisis- Isis, galloping, gallivanting, gullibility- servile, meek, humble- squeaking, streaking, pincushion, mushroom- punching bag- feedbag- strap-on- thong, dip-

dripping, grinning, musty- laden oxen, lowers load, showers- laughter, slaughter- haughty odoriferous emanations, crimes against humanity, insanity- banal- hilt, wall- doubt, guilt, spout, spilt- split- kilt- crud, grubs, grilling- smelling, rubs salted- musk, musket, rat- atrocious, hocus pocus- ancestors, stoke furnace, stock bar- car- cartwheel, tumbling, mumbling, fumble, bumble- humble- watch, night cap- crumbling of towers, and time itself-

the walls come down- the labyrinth- rinse & repeat- have a seat- sit, spin & rotate- isosceles locate- Tzaddi Ribbon- Ye Olde Gold Coin- use my loom, brush your teeth, cross the street… Operators are standing by, water, pods, sequence dreams- frequency, beams, splitting, incinerator, spinning, web, gyro-micro- tele- macroprosopus- demeanor, cantor, trot hotly- whatnot & what have you

How does that grab you- stab you- stuff you in a bag, drag you down the alley, deposit you in the dumpster? Would you miss the cannibalism and necrophilia? Would you feel cheated? No Homo. Sui Generis, Ecce Homo- ill-humor, foul-temper, lout, brutish, pouting, talent scout- more like the real polished type- blind you with his family jewels. Convince you to lick a toad, perhaps. Make a zombie out of you. You could get reincarnated, or become a ghost and haunt the place perhaps. Well, Whatever. Still, nothing’s happening.

Don’t forget to love all- inner peace- non-violence- blessings to the whole world- Om!

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Clock & Calender

March 26, 2013 //

Paralytic freezing seizing wheezing nigh convulsive spastic breath stopping blockage gripping tripping nipping whipping slipping sipping quitting time, frame rhyme lame game same beat seat sheath of wheat till the fleet foxes pushing boxes stab in sock freedom frock, gleaning lock mechanism, slide sloe gin rummy bum timorous trim tummy rune sunny boon companion swoon, savior safety home base scream screen queen gems travel saving shaving maybe haircut, mayday

Fairway heyday payday late grey sate appetite whet stone napkin crease, cease and desist, relent at the behest of the best chest in the west, messed tucking napkin in like bib, time to dine, the love-feast splayed out before them.

Dim robot chewing chunks, asks for chump change, freerange, slay ride, hay ride, soul-tied, tethered, animal endeavor, leather, accessorize, she bats eyes- long lashes, chewing gum, funky 80s outfit, brown hair in spray perhaps..

Done up, either buns, case of the runs, beer, no fear, draw near, seer the beef, brand the steer, the ear of the bull, bullocks & capons. Button tuxedo down, tophat, cane, real gentleman.

Fashion accessories go back to the Victorian era. Velvet suit perhaps, frills all that fluffy French stuff, caught on with the Old English I guess. They looked pretty cool. Man, they had some outfits.

Outfits, outrigging, boats, fitted, knots nautical, books, medical, look spectacled, spook, speckled ass pup.

Golden cup, mop, boatswain, friggin in the riggin, smitten on the middens heap, dung beetle, unravel the twine, mind the spine, rewind the tape, turn the cape to caper, laugh periodically, maniacally, act normally, neutrally, naturally.

Neurological inhibitors, splinters in the mindes eye, goat of mendes, splendid, jolly chap, gentleman and scholar, wizard even, modern. Vision- Intercission. intercession, and decision- retention, leveling- meeting, place, scene setting, table, cards- tricks, dice, mentalist- psychism, spiritism- the staff of life- hermes thrice-greatest- surely you jest.

Agliarept, messiach immortal- open up the portal, futurismo, the gizmo and gadget- time tracking- mind mapping, drapes, dapper capes and canes, tophats, properly attired, and tyled, we go as one, as none, into the known unknown. There’s the phone- old school. Pastel, paisley, prints- picture perfect, grains, in detail, looking closely, even unto the word, it is a photo of the night- deep colors, the indigo, violet fire- soul’s desire.

Souls, nature’s node and antipode, centipede, greed, spiders, snakes, or Ophites, Gnostics- The Metaphysic critic, everyone blanket, marks society’s skeleton has flesh, it’s coming back to life- it has all the hallmarks of a zombie, a living being minus the skin, but the tendons and muscles are there. Get this guy some skin!

Slive- Sliver, Giver, gilded object, dark thing, a chest shape, trapezoidal, paranoiac, noisome, lurid red, leering, peeping, creeping thing, the dread lord of the West, wants to fondle a breast. Chicken Sambuka. A Hookah, and a Breast or Two. Mayhap be a whole array of breasts, as such things come in circles, they round being, natural beauty.

Static, ecstatic, max and relax, fantastic phantasmagoria, shore, window, flint and tinder, cinders in the stove, or woodplace, outside, wind blowing, glory hounds showing, flashing steel, lines of lime, chalk, other powers, or powder of projection, convection currents, centripetal force, centuries pass in reverse, but you don’t notice the shift so much as they flow smoothly and seamlessly together, just a collection of memories, consecutive enough to draw some conclusions, the soul and body’s descent, arrival new life, a Nephew.

New low bow stow sow crow powwow slow donkey toe policy mollify pacify satisfy gratify bury hatchet, latch catch caste casket, mask passenger, fluted woolen artillery, parsley, parsnip, parsimony, salivation, creation, crustacean, serbo-croate Slovene, milltown, stilllife, fractal pail, pale face, wasteland debris-
Crease settle stomach flummox ox lummox cocks man, handle sandalwood, brood food trough, cough syrup, clear clean up on aisle two. Flue fluted glass slipper shoe-fly pie, pig sty, in the eye of the fly, tiger, beaver, deer, sieve, siege, beleaguered, labor of love, push come to shove, somebody to love, glove baby doll, fragile, boxer, blazoned flagrant teamster steamer trunk, filled with junk, funk of glacier, emaciated lacey frilly ruffled collars, starch, standing armies, largesse, pomp.

Congress, ingress, regression, concession stand, bland, land ho! Looking glass, spy, weaver fly, beaver dam, Indian hiking through the woods, crossing the stream, moving as a group, a mission or expedition, a hike- travelers through time, alienist, dimensionality or emotionality, or rationale, through the pale,. The looking glass, lady- face- queen of something-

Dutchess, wardrobe, dresses, fleeces flannels, flushed faces, snow banks, glistening snow white, Cinderella, something like that. Walt Disney? Warner Bros? Wembly Wembleton.

Return to the full-length mirror, darkly, through? Moving through the mirrors, somehow. The Image, it becomes dimensionality, more than an image, the sound and shape of it, it fits, it’s the suit, the body, the best time wherever we are, we are here, there, passing through one body to another, sometimes animals, so we look at them, beasts- but we are souls, stars, oh, a curse, a sort of pox, pale in comparison, frail and small of build, slight stature, a return to nature, sadly you look, fond, a look, a small pout, a cute, pretty like a baby, only a woman, ever youthful, she peers from me to the window. Be she painted the same, passing through bodies, modeling something, some hallmarks, and traits, whatever, royalty, nobility, wealth, civility- the soul is this, nobility, civility, wealth, opportunity, not a commodity! Intelligence, elegance, sentience, suffragette- Lib- modern woman-

Also, the goddess, after a fashion, a dasha- fancying the idea, there, a fence, a small house, a garden, pardons- pacifists, zenlike- soteriology, cretaceous period, blurry lexicon there, thirsy, furious, hungry, fabulous plants, great big rocks, howls, terrors, tremors, passes like a shadow again, a sort of great beast herself, the fifty foot woman, or five something, barefoot through the grass, crushing it softly. She whispers, hushed, I am the spirit of the environmental variable. See? She is clad in green plants. Green pants- a sixty’s look, dancing, with a pretty black girl with an afro. Theres a blonde and one with very curly red hair, but dark red. One with rather straight black hair, pale skin. A sort of contingent.

Clearly a sorority of sorts, I strike up a conversation, but entering the time period, a sort of tall in white suit with stars, dark skin, dark hair, also curly, red white and blue stars on the suit, with flared collar and bell bottoms. Star glasses, like Elvis. Indian Elvis? I’m sure it’s probably been done.

I feel more like Funk & Wagnals {?} I aught to tone it down. Brown and red, with headband, more of the 60’s dashing dapper, not so stylish, polyester pantsuits, tracksuits even into the 80’s and the hair. Lot of it was fluffy.

White and nerdy, weird Al could get in on this. There’s a weird stuffed owl, also a bearskin rug, a strange lamp, with beads hanging in the doors, colored lights projected from a ball, later blacklights, strobe effects, lots of pillows, anyway there were some great parties. Then it eventually got dark.

The Goddesses have their own ideas and change everything around.

Then there was ample lighting, and semi-circular rows of cushions, with stuff on plates to eat and drinks, and the hookah too. Also, they were rather scantily clad. Well, I could envision them all in panties or nude easily if
I wanted

There was a moment suspended in time while it all became a sort of orgy featuring me in all my previous lifetimes making love to the goddess, in various forms. it’s like we’re sitting there together watching a film about our past lives together. It’s nice.

Arcane technology? Alien technology! Silly me. Silly string can be strung, you asked about bees and wasps, and other insects? They agitate the aforementioned creatures.

Stop, as you will. Spin or turn the wheel, if you will, you lovely, luscious, luxurious languid darling dakini and, right there she moves with the wheel, and there is like a Heruka guarding it, A sort of Hachiman, even, a guardian.

The Angel comes in, singing golden notes, her tresses flow in the breeze, but there is a grey force, and darker forces, also like tendrils perhaps, or of the jungle and the mandrill, man’s pomp and artifact, intact yet, remembering the boat, or ship, the mermaid on the front of it, also languid, languishing- ravishing yes, but this one, seems, a mermaid, coming from the ship- now I see

The waves crashing hard against the dock, perhaps. A storm, but she is weeping- or is he laughing, the captain, budge, cinch up a belt, a bandolier, a basket full of flowers, the war is civil, or revolutionary, military, master of disaster, marines. They are like the soldiers of old, the stone guardians, the metal battalions, a lion a bear a zebra, the gazelle, the gazette, bugles, trumpets, core, bandolier, bayonet, spears crossing, tribal warrior twins, with swords, and worshipful, the master behind them- the old man like a war chief, in robes, or tribal dress, an elder, of council, and peer.

Gargoyles on the high tower, overlooking the city, dripping with it, moist, slick, a sound from a lip licking teeth chattering, there in the rain, cold, in a blanket, have some hot tea, a warm bath, safety, sure, and others, so long as they live in the night, creatures, like watching from windowsill, leaves in the trees catching rainwater, dripping in the sink, a sound of thunder outside, what horror? The world, to defend, to keep safe, to save, to rescue, to protect- and the world, can be a scary place, bad people, some strong, many armed for war, or killing, all crimes, bad things that happen, and we hear stories, not that things seem that bad here, but we hear tell of such things, but why bother- is it real? I’d say it wasn’t too far off.

Earplugs, as bugs creep in, this is the test, for the screen, the scream gems, again the lights, the sisters, approach, broach the subject, cross the I’s, dot the T’s- she’s pissed, check out the horns- there on the car, on the stag, on the toad, on the gravel road, the slug slime, the salt lick, the seaside shore shells, porcelain, and other Pieces of the Puzzle- sink, right? Whatever. Bugs.

Perhaps vomit is truth, book of Ruth, T.Ruth, Anacrusis, posterior, anterior, interior decoration, inflating balloons, bassoons, basinet cabinet, wardrobe, bath, scrubbing, cleaning- robot defense- security breach, the reach around deep ampersand creep laser fry taser try phase stun, knuckle, knife, noodles, pie, poodles, fries, fleece, phlegm, layers, player-haters.

Seasons greetings, great eat feed seated waiting tables, telling stories, fables, Anne of Green Gables, Clark Kent, Paying the rent, a spade, shovel, laid- hovel charade pummel, pommel pomegranate, pear, pair, pom-poms, hit parade- tit brigade, sow- down, set, hut! Rut like weasel, chalkboard, easel, slimy grimy castle, crease in paper, fold, overtones hush, something rustling, leaves, purring, sleeves, whirring- ‘in the whirlings is war’

Swore four, tore full bore, rotten to the core, ship to shore, worn out whore, doubt, clout, spigot-spout, eating sauerkraut, halt! Bolt, baulk, remember sender, cinders, glint gleaming shiny thing, steaming pile, reconcile with style, pig-sty, eyes shifty, darting, beady- insect politics, animal language, cursing-

Hearse cram pile, head pike spike, crash through television, decision, precision dating, gate fate late, bait the angler, dangling participle, nipple slip, up skirt, squirt refillable ink pen, sink stem, pink lens, rinse friends number, plumber, pipes cretin cripes, reaching sights, hit the flickering lights, lamp wick, slick, hick, gobbler sick, ogle ogre, bog- slog through, tadpole stew- broth- crew both row, trough, skin slough off, golf-

Loft apartment, fairy fang, fake mental metal flake, paint peeling, smoke ceiling, stain, gang plank way, subtle ray, beacon flimsy covering, mothering moth to flame, fishing, whaling, golfing, nothing- bother brother, dollar other, crushed velvet, blue from black, slew through sack, slack, crack crucial rack, lucid flack, swilling knack, grilling Jack, willing, taken aback- making a killing, tidy profit margin, pen and ink, kink in the rope, tropes, topiaries, coping, on the veranda with Miranda- not elope, yet hope to grope

Soap, suds, buds, nuggets and pearls, whorls, lotus curls, donuts, go nuts, toots, rabbit hat grab it, tat habit, catch necessary fetch, subsidiary, twitch incendiary flick the switch, grenadine syrup, throw up ball, wreak wrecked ruin the wall, graffiti slaw, slew slash, slow lash, batter cash grab, wave flag, drag hag sleazebag a fag, sea Dag, Juror peerless, slag nab a gag, time lag, slow reversal, worsen worsted, better bested, sore pain rested, crested the ridge, the rise attested, unmolested, jested

Skull from boiling pustule, nit infested, crusty rusted, mushrooming blustering, mustering something to eat, “I’ll Starve” A barge, Sergeant, slaves, building the pyramids, rowing a boat- chain-gang, Juan and Wang hung low, glowing box, radioactive, possibly jelly, or something many shades of green, and yellow, clear and congealed, emerald and ochre, cloak and dagger, dipstick, spindle, spool out a line of wool, over the eyes, iris-lenses, contact, touching fingertips, lips, hips, eyes interlock, fingers interlace, or run through the hair, oil- old, and new- renew, resplendent, verdant green, tarmac, asphalt, rubber- spills, thrills, chills- rehearse- reverse the curse- better or worse- spell out, faith in doubt, certain doom- flume ride, ‘use my loom’ salvation, “Savioredeemer” steamer trunk, boat- capsize- Titanic? Frantic, manic panic- toys in the attic, books in the cellar- cave dweller- in-between state-

Having passed through the Duat, Tuatara, Tutare Tura Svaha- Bodhisattva, Sattvic, Aspirant- Allegiance, Cohorts, hijinx, I call Shenanigans, Flannigans O’Leary, World-Weary, teary eyed, bleary- Adjusted, adjunct, defunct, Monk- way, treaty-truce, slaves, slattern pattern, quean- peon, platter, moist earth, wet with tears, dew drops on the grass, gravel to concrete, quick beat, footsteps, purring- catcalls, wolf whistle- rose – thistle, epistle to Paul, eponymous- E.Didymus- Flash-

N3W5- 53X- Fr. X, Arizen- Angel of Apophraz, Ptah-Apophraz-Ra, Apep-Re, Set-Horus, ISASAR, Issachar- Reficul, Rofocale- Luciftias, Peripesol- Soledad, Port Au Prince- Au Revoir- Arivederci- Merci, Beaucoup- Haiti, Africa-Texas, Nexus, ’’Meditate, Broad Deep & Wide- upon this wheel- and whoa” -(re. Liber Aleph) An Ox, The Fool, Silly, Vacuum, “Folly is Doom’s Ruin” Shoe-in, Shoo! Mosquito- Vermin- Rats – Abrahadabra- Pink- INC. The ISM- PRISM- FIRM-CORRECTNESS

Feckless, Moroni, Heads a pinata, do you like pina colada, Hadron Super-Collider, collinders or peas in a sieve, movers & shakers, how about Quakers, sowing wild oats, vain imprecations or Oaths- Both? And? Either-or, Neither-Neither… Weather, Heather, Leather, Together- Light as a feather, stiff as a board- cut the umbilical cord- Camio-Caim- About right… He speaks…

Groans, Creaks, takes weeks, House- Apartments falling apart, urban renewal, A Montage, Accrue, amass wealth, health, happiness, not to hoard, but to share, willing, wiles, winsome lass, ladies & germs, I mean Gents, Gentry, Dot-Dash- Akashic Record- Known God- Gods- Old Ones, Forgotten Ones, Souls, “the secret of spirit is in the Sun”

Heptameron, Hebdomad, Heptarchial, Ontological debate rages on, I babble on- aye, Babylon- Baby, Long & Short of it, King Kong, Flip-Flop, Thong song, can’t we all just get along, hit a bong, ‘bang a gong, get it on’ the word of the day, God-ES- Stress test, chest-thump, heat-beat, seat of consciousness, the soul- hole or pole- goal, net, webbing, wet- scene, setting, steam- billing, seam and beam splitting, teamwork, divisio-confessio- Apologia Sedes- Spirits, Great Spirit, The Mysteries- School of Thoth, Hear Me! Help Me!

Unveiling, revealing, three veils, wind from sails, take the piss & vinegar- the rabbit’s soul, the eagle’s wing, the spirit-genius, good & evil, GoDevil, Thus, Unity in Duality, Reality, realty- fatality- passe, maistre passe, basket case, heaven & hell, Seek Heaven, cliff, cloven, sift, graven, lift, oven, miffed- porridge, pouring, then from liquid, sand and dust, ash to ash, and such- remains-

Pain is God, and Then that is Gone, so PIG is 93- Pain is the price of pleasure, varmints- scoot! Shoot- wild west, MEST- at the Behest, of but I digress, Taking over, self-possession, guide of the soul, to the perplexed, Millicent, nanosecond, Primeumaton, Prime-Material, Premier, Primp and Preen, Flim-flam, flummox, lummox, Ox- OXO, Zox, clock & Calendar, Cylinder, Salt, sulfur, mercury- thrice-greatest-

Twice, Once- Flips, flaunts, grimace, gaunts, wights, haunts, tight fonts, sight, load bearing hips, luscious lips, come to grips, flash kit, cube, mercy, boss, heresy, horse, coarse, course, sporting, leading appurtenance, maintenance, flex, flux, Luxurious tresses, manes, monies, blue and bloody- Mary, Mares- Mondays- Moon, Lunar tune, billowy, minstrel, ministerial angels- not all flaming fire but, them fleeing-

Wind blows in from the Lagoon, well defended nest, protected, armored all the trucks, tractor beam, descended, mended fences minded, noises heard, not scared, secured, presented arms, extended, words arrayed in files, fended isles, aisles neatly organized, comprised such math and science, basic wards in place, circularity of form, womb, broom, groom- fees & fines- revelation maxim, form a triad, triage, triumverate- protectorate-

EDF- Earth Defense Force
Scin Laeca- Baking cakes, cookies, on the lake, Landover, Hanover, Hustle & Bustle, Naming & Magpie Convention- Watch, following- Animal observation, spiritual relation- Space & Sense too, “all’s relation, science ceased in bondage with it’s brother beast” Yet, such followers, thou knowest! Uncles, UNKLE-NERV-SHIELD- the word secret and not only in English, And She shall be known and I never, but I am not extended- angel, angle, Angie, Manger- Was A Stranger- Alienist, Neo-Platonist, Impressionist-Dadaist, Glad bag, red rag, magazine, reload, road, rodeo- Ave- Caves, Mountain, Knaves- every bit on par- PAR.

Driving a car, knuckle down, buckle in, LUX-NOX, Night, streak blue, bolt from, molting, watcher, slouch, slim, sprinter, glib, center holds, bold and witty, cold, fifty-five, mother-daughter, coin, coincide, go inside- lay down, dress, bathe, rant & rave- work & slave- all day, all night- here’s the wave, alright- freedom, liberty, realty, reality, banality, fatality- last call, judgment, to get bent out of shape, reheat, reinstate- a bit late, but watch, latch, ratchet, magnet, fairy, light & lively, remember the cars, driving, night and day- little to no pay, or time to play- what a way! Away! Come away! I say thee nay.

Refusal, perusal, retrieval, soul, bouncing ball, battle cry, cleaver, stab- eager beaver, keep switching, some part of me cut off, another part severed, head- leverage, cleavage, seepage, leaking, drinking the blood- what good are the Gods, demigods, crabs, goats, drab coats, woolen mittens, levers, buttons, dashboard, broken things- materialism- shells- as such- elaborate, fancy- but what- empty- and useless- the body, lifeless- coastline- ocean liner, liner notes, zip, zap, just lick the syrup, taste the sap, the trees of eternity, my doll, book, bell, candle, ladle, plough share sword, cold hard cash, Ye Olde Gold Coin, Tubal-Qayin, Metalwork, Uncle Sam, Sam-I-Am, I Am Eric A- AMERICA, the Beautiful- after a fashion, as malkuth is in Kether, and vice-versa, almost- three veils, a little half-twist- to-do with the Eye in the Triangle- Pizza-pie, pieces of the puzzle, piece or peace of mind- splinter in the windmills, the deck, the elevator, all set.

Systems check, auto-diagnostic, spasmodic, chaotic, idiotic, chronic…
testing- best & worst, better or worse, less or more, is/or, list…
ABC
123
Reset, rest, drives, compartments, documents, memory- memorandum, in memoriam, ars mortis- noctis-

Nocturne, Diurnal, Diana- Susanna, Swami, Saraswati, The Body- Mind- Find, Bind, Rhine & Rous,
Maus, Haus, Tochtor, Bauer, Herr Confido, Perfidy-

City-

Breathe, Clay, Fire, disconnect, the YR- Snake- Spine, Twine, wool, steel, leather, wood- textiles-

Miles to Go, Good-God, infractions, royalty, nobility, civility- civic duty- debt to society- Program-

Directives, statements of will, intent, purpose-

Directions- DIR- Director, Director, Sir-
Faith unto Certainty- Reasonable Doubts & Expectations-
Lies of Truth, Controversy- Double-Check- Systems-

Experience, Rehearsal, Reversal- Brain-Stem, Stemage-

Sewage, Steerage, Columns- Writ, Hand, Set, Type, Map-
Cart, Card, Carte-Blanche, Blanche Knott- Dirt, Bugs-

Infested, Tested- Litmus, Acid-Bass- Opposites, Learning-
Auto-Didactical, Tritons, Rations- Reasons- Rhyme-

Poet-tree, Arbor Bon/Mal- Let/No, or Alpha-Numeric
-Eric, Suffix.

“Suffer mine Adorations”

Libations, Fumigations, Purgations
Sense-Relations-
Acceptance, Reliance-

Religion into Science
Art, part- smart-

Processing, energy, hair.

Matter in Movement
Motion into Stillness

Quiver, qualm, apologies of a psalmist
Quorum, quota- (QUONUM?)

Quack, “wit quickly”
Knack, knocks & Knells
Magic & Meditation
Mediation, Mensuration-

Head buzz, fuzz, fake & flake,
Creek & paddle, side saddle,
Ride, road, ivy league, Justice

Bustard, buttress, custard, mattress,
Grass, sky, sea, space, splinter, tinder, flint-
Caves, Cavernous maw, southern drawl,
Raw, cooked- listen-hear, see-hear-

Hear & Now- eternal, priceless-
Use, abuse, father-mother, sires.

Wires- delightful magnetism,
Pragmatism, lithe & lissome,
Wine & dine, winsome lass,
Life’s a gas, jumping jack flash
Gashdig, Ahaseurus, Asherah,
Atlas, At long Last, Everest, Everlast

Caste, Court, conjurer, creation-
Sloth, Vagabond, Vagrant, Virtue-Value System

Legit, Logistic, Split, Prognostication, Sitael, Hetael

Himalaya, Yogi-Yeti, Slav, Mab, Oberon, Umlout,

Ordo Ab Chao- Sacred Chao- Hail, Eris! Heiress- Aris-

“To the Fairest!” Pallas Athene, Nike, but of strife-

Three Fates, the triple goddess, and moon goddess-
Hestia of the Hearth, Aphrodite for her beauty-

Hera, Queen of the Gods- Holds the Mirror- Balls of Zeus- lightning the girders of the soul-

Frail mortal, framed as such, thus and such- Mt. Olympus, Heracles, Farrakhan- The Great Khan-

Early-Late- Time, unwinds, the soul unfolds- the fold, of spiritual brethren, what breathe together,

Solemn, nods, bonds, love & love, wisdom- serpent & dove- what love hath love for love?

Lady of my heart, lord of my life- thou knowest! It shows.

Academia, scholarly, palm fronds, slovenly, grim rounds, slim, drowns out the loudest sound-

Quim quivering, jim beam bottle hovering- small laughter, clowning around, gathering and staying after, the meeting place- of lordly persons- such, effigy, edifice, epistemological, easter egg hunt- batter bunt-

The games of the Gods, of course- they swim to mars, sail the seas of stars- the barge- ram- rod, charge-

Soul, spirit, mind, breath- what afterlife, what thy behest, to pay heed, homage- see damages- seal, or heal & liberate, as I’ve prayed, coach, lead, guide, guard, teach- steer, council of the wise- surprise- supplies- people, special arrangements, details, designation, destroy evil- compunction, honorable mention- functionary, canary in a coal mine- diamond mind, master of disaster- modern woman- crumbling of time- edge of all reality, known & unknown- other planets, moons, dimensions- fearlessly, needlessly, heedlessly- reckless and wild abandon- hope, dragons, edge of the world- old ways, black- lit- no secret, only light- even beyond all dualities- guess- attest, unless of course, erroneous, Thesalonians-

Membranes, inspection, badge of honor, courage, entourage, encourage, exhort companions, company of heaven, stop-

Crop, wagon-wheel, flagon, seal, golden deal, meal- teal, fruit and meat, nuts and broth-brine, “why bother, brother…?”

Mother, Sister, Father, Cousin, Nephew, Uncle, Aunt- A Brother- Adoptive and spiritual family, my life, as such, examined, empty, missing, kissing, stressing, pressure, issue, tissues, tendons, temerity- integrity, notify, mollify, ameliorate, sense-relation- stress, Eu & Dis, Thou knowest- ‘wind bloweth where it listeth’
‘water finds it’s own level’ Euridice, Empedocles… Aeschylus, Oracular Divination- Rant & Rave- Mantic Frenzy- Wild Speculation- the Great Wild Beast- an Ox, or Man? Io Pan! Ia Pan! Band of the Hand-

Deadeye Dick & The Dead Hand,
Left & Right, or vice-versa, Quim & Quinny-
Queen-Tarn- Hermes-Hades- Judges & Assessors of the Dead-
Psychopomp, Metempsychosis- Guide to the Soul, As it were-

Learning, Lessons, in season, rhyme is reason- lies-
Tries, frog eats flies, lizard too, spider three- flies are food for them-
Order of the Fly & Trapezoid- Annoyed, Samoyed- Dread-Head or
Dreadnaught, Psychonaut, Supernaut- Micronaut, Cosmonaut, etc.

Federal, Confederacy, Confidence, Fellow Man, Equality-
Egalitarian- Totalitarian, Utilitarian, Agrarian- Historian-
Equine, Equus- Equinox of the Gods, Consortium, Symposium

Simulacrum, Forum, Band- Dilatory Bandmaster, Grand-Master,
Land-Sea-Air- Elementary, Alimentary- Pairs- Conditions- Decisions-
Propagate, Promulgate, Propitiate, Precipitate, Active in the Cult-
Patriotic, Quixotic, Epidemic- Suspension of Disbelief, Superstition

Concession, Contention, Conviction, Perception, precepts, injunctions
Meltdown, mushroom, morbid, door hinge, orange, collection agency-

Frequency, flagrant disregard, disrespect, prefect, parsec- quark & quasar
Laser, razor, rip, rape, rend- roaring- soaring, core, stick, calling, quiet, quick
Riot, nick, silo, seal, ceiling zero point, hour 11, N3W5 Northern front, horizon, wind

Think blast radius, devil laughing, stabbed in the back- the war & vengeance-
Peace & forgiveness- commonality, sensationalism, derision, scorn, version of the truth
Crush- the act the art, the science, the species of fascination, morbidity- uncertain-

Unloose, unleash, Universal- HEX- LIL-TEX, add, Do the Math, Mental- Frontal,
Frenetic, Mantic, Mitigating, Litigating, Settle hash, bash or gash, stash, flash again
Keep flipping burgers, steer queer of the clearing, veering off course, into the coarse
Shaggy dog, Daffodils, Frog-legs, They’d eat eagles probably- bigger animals- prey

Predatory, mandatory, sense of immediacy & urgency, crave the wave, the flag, bunker-
Spillage, stems- sewage swims- slimy though, uncanny- where canny would be good

Crude oil, spill, swamp village, villa, Bob, Naming Convention- Sub-Genius-
More-Coping Mechanism, Strategy- fills my eyes, fills me- warrant, trust- alerts us-
Combust, engines of creation, war & vengeance- recidivism, prison system, judicial-

Special agent, lank, languid, lark, linguini, spaghetti, presto- Prescient, Nescient-
Floor of silver & gold, florid, pallid, flavors, rave-slavers- haven, maven, craven-
Crucifixion, insurrection, corrections needed, put in, insider, hour of power, glowering

Blow through the trees, a little locust wind, a maladjustment, perfunctory, rectory,
Prefecture- The good Mind, the Good Doctor- Funk & Wagner, Wager, Pager, beeper-
Sleeping cabin, train, truck with the mercenary, purse strings cut, shot put, caught in the act

Cut slack, dirt, black, hurt, flack jacket, snack, busted balloon, twisted spoon melted face-
Grace, distraction, retraction, race, specious speculation, last place you look, the cook, crock pot,
Scratch pad, mad as hell, not going to take it anymore- apologies, rhyme is reason- order, sequence

Cursing, verses, spitting, wit-splitting, nit-picking, lowering, groveling, gravel drags the knuckles, bags grabbed of gin and guns, gob smacked, monks, alight, allure, slurs, lurid lighting effects,
Vandals, vanquish, varnish, vanish, vermin vamoose, shoot scoot, moot point- toot-

Joint Operations, Commander, Meandering Rambling, Leader, Explorer, Pioneering spirit-
Draw near, curtain, clear, clarion call, swan song- Bong, Gong, Thong Song- and such

Sprinting, mint new coin of the realm, coffers overflow, cup too, moon dew, broth in bowl, with ladle- spoon, good- all set with that, the table, and above it, – Genius, Genuine, Sincere, -Sane? Seconds left-

Counter G, Radio freq Rancid, pause for reflection, insurrection, correction, mayday, receiver….

Here’s the wind-up, here’s the pitch- toss of a coin, doing flips- back-flips- Ships. Holy Shit-

White as a Ghost- Host with the Most, offshore investments, bankers, brokers, tables- moats-
Coats- arms, mail, alarms, sail- charms, “wasp & whale” watch & wait, wait & see, pay to play-

Crunching cans, explosive force, Operator, creator, manifestation, slow, slugging, slattern shorn, shaggy, drags the bag, bowyer, borne- birthing, berth- girth- gallant, stalwart, hoard- all aboard- heavy duty-

Drugged, incinerated- lag time- hangs, suspended animation- cremation, burial at sea- suspicion-

Interference, static, malformation, causation-cessation- speaker “enunciate” precise, precision,

Preamble, forward march, movement may-day, payday, payload, ox-goad, Oxnard- Fnord.

Fjords, June-Bug- Buggers, Bastards! Guards! Distance, Resistance, Swords & Spears, Dissidents-
Ship of Fools- Stop.

“Only a Fool can become Wise, if one realizes their folly.”

Holly, Nettle, Hobby, Settle, derby, dirigible, scurvy knave- whelp- crave the grave- help!

Laver, waft- river-raft, sliver, craft, simmer, bath, shiver, math- cinder, sender, rescind- lender-

Bend, bent, pent up frustration, anxiety, dismay, apprehension- fortitude- aptitude- appetite-
Quick, between bites, chewing- spewing- goo-goo, gag- slag, slab, fragmented, spinning, spine-

Winning, brine, binding, nine- number, letter, vision & voice, vociferous intent, relent- spent-
Exhaust, cost, boss, embossed, suspended- mended, henceforth- Wentworth- Western front-

Bore the Brunt of the assault, THIS PROGRAM WON’T ALLOW ME TO TYPE O C C U L T as ONE WORD….! MYSTIC, that is.

Glib, glad- word, brag & boast, clear the air, bliss-conscious-awareness- elementary-alimentary- meditate- mediate- relate- creator-preserver-maintainer-destroyer- lawyer, laugh- gaff, gallant, stalwart, stoic-

Traffic, Mathematic, Magic & Meditation, Simile & Metaphor, Metaphysician,, A Word-

Logos, Ethos, Pathos- Cause & Effect, Special, ESP- Lisp, Litany, Liturgy, Lecture, Lamb- Alack-

Days of Way-back-when, “Kinnalika” kettle corn, kiss- fist, Pfister, Pfizer, Surplice- Suffice it to say,

Supplier, Super-producer, Grocer- Wield Authority, Command Respect, Compel Attention- to Detail-

Death & The Devil- Doors & Windows, Stars & Bars, Boats & Cars-
Cups & Knives, Plates & Coins, Stones & Bones, Moans & Groans, Creaks & Pops, Crops for riding-

Slime, pudding, sliding, vinyl siding, panel, aluminum, alum, slalom, le Luge- Deluge, Flume logs-

Dogs- at bay, Chest- Chimps, Cheats- Cheese, Heat-Cool, Smelt, Belted, welt, felt tip…

“The Adept’s Life is Constant Pressure”

Behold, He who is like Octinomos, in the midst of the Exorcism!
Exhorting the Companions, to Fear Nothing!

Even the ring of fire, the dreadful curse, or Choronzon itself- Choice

Chuckles, Chief, Chimes- Cheers- Checkmarks, merits- Sun-Moon-Star-
Strictly speaking, past the point, put in corrections, erections- ejaculations-
Spasmodic convulsive, effluvium, effervescent, emanation, Emanuel-

“Abrogate are all signs, all rituals” Such mysteries, Uncle AL! M.T. Nemo-
Lamen, Versicle, Lamp lit, Hear & Remember, Jehovah Roth, was Wroth-
Fame, Blame, Game of Life, Rife with Strife- Supplant, suffice it to say-
Repetition, vain, en vogue, plain, yogurt- soggy, dog, frog, waterborne-
Vapors, a sort of vampire- war, plague, famine- death- the fifth Horseman?

Gorse, Gross burns to fine, tuning, combed through, very carefully, exceeding subtlety-
Muddy waters, brackish, flack jackets- magazines- you see, bear arms- arm bears-
Car alarms, scares- crimes- use sparingly, slime, stone, slugs- slim- Jim Cracker Jack-

Hung jury, Kangaroo court- Penguin, Monkey, Ministerial Angels- Intel- intuit- The Fluid,
The Purifying Fire- Making Do, hesitation, preparation, breath-work, also light & energy-

Sending, give & receive, revive, alive- “Slive” Sliver, Tat, the Profuse Giver- Liver- Life-
River, Strife- Four Rivers of Hell, Light! Hel & Dys- Bright, Shiny! Disk! Hush!

Miffed Mastiff, stiff serpent, hissing, courage, entourage- porridge- slaw, slush, slew- slain-
Crew, pain of loss- drew another, larger figure- Magic & Meditation, Karma Renunciation-
Sense Relation- “Sister Act” Reactionary, Revolutionary, Evangelical Rebellion & Expulsion-

Absorption, Sort, store, Swoop, (The word secret here and not only in English) – Swamp, sweep, swap-meet, slap-dash, haberdasher, mountains of Mashur, Ming Dynasty, Dyad, Frequency-

Secret Fashion Jones- Nazi- connection, commissary, promissory note- retraction, retread, retrain, retire- montage, monstrance, monkey- monk- moon- acre, wise crack, cut slack, break back, neck bone, stone-

Station… stuttering, stopping- stalling, galling fetter, cutter, sawing, gnawing at the bone, cracked for marrow, fleet foot, flight of sparrow, Soy Brujo Curandero- Nero- Pharoah- Hilarion- Atum- Ram.

Hosannah in the Highest, Nama-Rupa, Varuna-Chandra- Psycho-Somatic, Anti-Climatic, Denoument-

HELP I’M STUCK IN CAPS LOCK!

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Hail Arisol, Eostre, Asherah, Binahel! Spring Forward!

March 23, 2013 //

Greetings, welcome spirit and human dignity.

Lord God Great Good Presiding.

Almighty Lord God Great Good.

Over all heaven and earth,

Throughout infinite planes and dimensions,

All levels of existence and consciousness,

All-knowing, All-Father, All-Begetter, All-Devourer,

Grandfather, First Father, Adam Primus Be’Lial Qadmon

Sha, Adonay, Jeheshua

Pflirnt, Gava, Clios,

Abrahadabra, Abraxas, To Mega Therion

Supplicant splint shunt short shrimp shrewd shred shear shine, “I’ve got the top gleam.”

The Depths of Sheol, The Height of Assiah, and every plane, platform, level, dimension

The Most Holy Most High, Supreme and Terrible God, who maketh the Gods and Death

To Tremble before him, We are really setting the stage for some great Good Cosmic God,

Eternal Immortal Infinite, I am there with the White Cosmic Dog, With the Blue Healing Hand-

I press my prints onto the pane of glass, that sheet ripples like the sound of thunder,

in the waves of metal, a curtain of shimmering heat, the mirage, and massage beyond

The best & brightest, star & star, System & system, steampunk meets cyberpunk meets

Punk rock of Ages, Aegis & Vangard, About the Tree of Life, Serpent, Messiah Immortal

Priest of the Princes, Pan, Isadora Duncan, Munchkins, Moon-Goblet, Lunar Amulet, Ah!

Priestess of the Moon, the Lunar Current and Dimensionality, Emotionality, Dis-Ease,

Mending, Gladness, Brightness of the Heavens, Star of the East, Pole Star of my Life,

Lady of my Heart, Lord of my Life, The Lord & Lady, Lady-Lord, Mother-Father God,

Noble Sires, High & Heavenly Host of Heaven, Eris of Discordia and Bob, a day in the park,

A fair day, the fairway, a play on Broadway, Showtunes, Tinsel on the Tree, She Speaks-

‘You mean me?’ I see, the Glyph of nascent life, a life rife with strife, for the Jealousy of Hera,

Hestia, Hephaestus, That Fiery Volcan of Pure, True Will- and the Truing, say of arrows by the fletcher,

The whale blubber by the flencer, perhaps just a golden fleece- I think small, animals, their language,

Our language, Reductionist Theory, ‘All language is sound and symbol’ Rhyme and reason,

“Lies of Truth”

Sooth, The Dinos, Dragons, Dreams, Dryads, Drool,

Vermin, Venom,

Sinister supplement

Vitamineral-

Alphanumeric

Tumeric, Eso & Exoteric

A Cleric,

Mind over matter

The Mother of all things

Any kind of Master

Spirituality, Material Substantiality

Banality, Fatality? Certainty-

Certitude, Likeness & Similitude

Verisimilitude, Very anything

Quite, so. Like, How?

“A solution for every problem; an answer to every question.” – tag line

Ponderosa, Ponderous, Angel of Melancholia, or Nebiru,

Anunaki or Nephillim,

Noachite & Moabite

Combinations, Features, Forward Ho! Yukon? No.

Most likely, Not.

Remember, No means no- but there are means and means.

Definitely Maybe-

AoC- Alphabet of Cursing

‘Uncle’ Crowley- Funny-

The Master Therion

Beastmanship- So-called

Manly P. Hall

Efreet P. Balarama

Helena P. Blavatsky

Mommy- Daddy-

Spiritual predecessors & forebears

The Forsworn, Cantankerous Lout-

Brutish, Churlish, Seeming-

Unseemly, Beaming,

Slick- ‘Rick’ &‘Wille Beamish’

Sir Rap-A-Little ? WKRAP NYC or DC?

Loft Apartment, “Nooks & Crannies”

Fanny Mac & Freddy May,

Mayday, Heyday, Payday…

Fairway, Fay Wray come out and Play

Hayride, Sleighride,

Lord of the Bells, Belle of the Ball

‘Captain Ginormous’ & Super Shambu- (Russian superhero)

Line of Presidents, fore score & twenty years ago… we the people…

Arlington- vibes, Tomb of the Unknown Soldier,

Who’s buried in Grant’s Tomb?

Womb to Tomb-

Cradle to Coffin

Birth to Death

Relative Worth & Value, Price & Cost,

Natural Law & Universal Principle

Cultivation of virtue, (Shila, Tao)

Just a little Patience- three hells

Jealousy, Vanity, another- Hate?

A Tree of Hate, the Hand of Fate,

Twin Flame or Soul Mate

Late, ‘Better Late then Never’

Periodicity, serendipity, proclivity,

Proximity, warning, meters-

Nanoseconds, microns

Draw a bead, the head of the fly

Buzzing, muzzle the mutt

He’s Cussing, spitting, outside

helldorada, hellride, hellbride-

coincide, the dark energy & matter,

O Nu-it! shes screaming, swearing

They’re panting, sweating,

Groaning, grunting, straining,

Smashing good, bashing-

Sex & Violence- Sax & Violets

Preferred, Curd to Turd, Whey

Wheat from Chaff, Winnowing

Mortar & Pestle, Thistle, Rose-

The Golden Ass, or Hind, Orange Rind?

“Supermind, Nevermind it.”

Dantalion, Vermillion, Scintilla,

Sciatica, Vegas nerve, NERV

Perv! Lurve, curves, slopes-

Thus, the Eternal body of Nuit,

The Continuity of Consciousness

The Faith unto Certainty,

Experiential, Not-Inconsequential,

Nor non-Sequential, but continuous, thou art!

She is a part of me- I am a part of He, or something

Any approximation pertaining to the Aeonic Equation

A formulaic equation, al jibra, hebron, ah, Tollkien-

Trollkin, Fellowcraft, “Eat your crust!”

Cracks in the Egg, light shines through, golden enough,

In that range, would it be tinged with silver or represent

Stones & sparks, as it were, and full of Aethyr,

Every Air or Aethyr, Every Spirit and Human Dignity,

Also, One Nation under God- Grand Old Dogma?

Great Old Dagon- Perhaps, Grand Old Dragon-

Good Old Doctor- Dime, Dude, Decency- Diplomacy-

God is his name and title- Perhaps, the more rarified form-

God is Simplicity Itself, the All-in-one & the One-in-all.

Behold, (G_D & M_N) Looks like “Goddamn”

Also God, reversed, is Dog- Language can be kept simple

Votive offerings, sacrificial- and official presentations-

Office- Service- ‘Slave of the Beauteous One’

Box office Hit, Smash- Sensation- Creation-

Cremation Ground, Burial Mound- Human

Alien, intervention divine- Miracles occurring-

The Return of the Messiah- Second Coming,

Or Messianic, Legacy- Prophecy fulfillment-

Treatment of the Rapture- Reincarnation stories-

Cloud Computing, Muted, Moot Points- Shooting the Moon

Scoundrels! The Lady, Lord, She Nods in acquiescence, to the Sun

‘For he is ever a sun, and she a moon’

‘I Hadit am the compliment of Nu, my bride’

(Further Quotes and paraphrasings of Liber Al, So Help me Warrior Lord of Thebes, in my ‘Unveiling’ before the Children of Men- Not half as perverse as that might sound- but Behold- It, I, ES, Fr. X, Arizen 136, EPB, Esq.) iT Continues-

Linking Sigils- Sigil Sigillum, Dei Aemeth- Ellis Island, Empire State- Esq. Knight of the Sun, Moon, & Star (SMS)

The Wind, Rain, Fire & Lightning- So for the faith unto certainty- Faith, Hope, Love- King’s X- Stop.

The Stops as thou wilt, Confound not the space-marks- punctuate-

Navigate & Negotiate,

Truth-Telling Brother of Mentu

I am thy Theban, O Mentu!

Ankh-F-N-Khonsu,

The Brother Beast,

Jah, Babylon!

Rebbe Yirmyah, Abba, Gamaliel-

Cordon, Warden, Mordor-

Mooncalf, Child, Gomer’s Pile,

Pylons, Cylons- (Battlestar Galactica)

Buck Rogers, Nunchaku, Scimitar

Moon & Star, Being Crescent

Being Present

‘Bliss-Consious-Awareness’

Awake- Alert? Pert-

Pertinent, Relevant,

Revenant, Reaver

Beaver Cleaver-

Sadhu-Shiva

Surya Lam Das

Rama Surya Das

Ram Das, ‘Rammed ass?’ sorry

Nama-Rupa

Sri Rupa Goswami

Swami, Swami

International Order

The Holy Order

High, Holy-

Heavenly Host,

‘Glorious-Splendor’

SLGAIOL- AGLIAREPT

MEGILLA-SEGILLA

Circuits-Perpetuity

Popping, Locking, Breaking

Electro-Shock iT-

Pop, Lock & Drop it (Like it’s hot)

Hot Potato, Tomato, Vulvacano

Lips, Grey Digital Target-

A Lark, Blimp, Kindred Spirits

Stoic, Sears & Roebuck,

Croaking, Kicking the bucket

A game, of sorts

‘Take on all comers’

Harris Teeter, Tweet, Twitter-

Jitters, Helter Skelter,

Melting Pot, Crock

ES- 53X, 51X, A.N.

BC-AD,

(Aye, Listen to the Letters & the numbers!)

Every number is infinite, there is no difference

A vision of no difference- remember the Staff of Aaron that Budded,

Buddha- Hermes Trismegistus- Thrice-Greatest, Hermes, Thoth-

A Feast for Tahuti, and something about a child, Abrahadabra!

Seek not to strive, never cease to strive-

when read obliquely, the reverse is also true, hence:

I am the Lord of Thebes, Etc. Etc.

Cairo, Chiron, Chimera, Chi- Ichi-Chi, Chi-Chi’s-

Order of the TseTse Fly ? Just Zb-Zb. Brzzt! Brzee!

Whoopie Cushion, Joy Buzzer? Flattus- RIP

Et Al- Al- AI, AL or Ai- *changing font

Was 11 am now 14 point- I am…

Ketheriel, Assist me

Aid & Succor,

Past Lover, Lost Vapor

Lever, Wafter

River Raft,

Clever Bot

Mind-anything

Less, Full

Less is More

Essential Dualites

God is The Oneness & Unity of All Things

The Law of One, God is One, but behind the person, there, thy symbol is a zero, it is not and either-or statement of his or her, and Hir would only be appropriate in a certain androgynander figure, pardoner-

Eyes, lashes, whip-cracking

Lip- Gobsmacked

Hobnobbed with hobgoblins

Cavorting with cadavers in the pale moonlight

Ever dance with the devil

Running with the devil

He/She/It, you see?

This figure pertains to Capricornus,

Self-Knowledge- Self- even Ego-

Made a Devil- Also, the Individuality

Both Spiritual and Material, or

Having power over the material realm

The Prime Material Plane

The Manifestation of Nuit is at an End-

“Firstly, let it be understood that I am a God of War & Vengeance” It is Written

Ego is the Pharaoh- Moses, said- Let my people Go! Some slaves should be free,

Every man & every woman is a star, the unveiling of the company of Heaven-

All will be revealed, Behold- Aiwass-Shaitan! Other Names, Words, Numbers

Oath of Office,

Body, Breath & Mind Control, Then?

Tao of Universal Harmony- the universe is a hexagram, Minerva’s Owl

Hephaestus’ forge- ‘Use My Loom’ She said, three sisters- might as well be witches- Eh- Beg off-

Bugger off, like, buzz off even- Steven, Land, Ho! ‘Carry on my wayward son-‘

Gwar’s carnival of carnage, or chaos- that dimension of strangeness- cacophony-

Funny money, monies, play-do-

Clay & fire, then space- So, how to access the Aethyic Planes? The Creative Control, Commons, under license-

Architecture, Fashion, Language-

Technology, Science- Research & Development

HQZ, N3W5-

Approbation, Appropriations,

Aphex Twin, Twin-Soul- Stammering,

Encyclopedic Knowledge- Cyclotron,

Psycho-Social, Sexual, Libido-

IDIOGO- Id-Ego-Libido

Rise & Fall,

CIVILIZATION is the Grail

Essential dualities in there- one,

The Yin-Yang is like the circular Host,

The Two are One, Two of One,

‘One Perfect & One Perfect are one, are not two, nay, are none!’ this sort of poetic license,

‘Little Liberties with the English Language’

Libertine, Sorcerous-

Cantankerous Lout!

Brutish, Oaf!

Churlish Boor!

Chuck- Cluck.

Tic-Toc, A few moments in the afterlife…

Review your karma, with St. Michael…

The Good Mind, the Good Doctor-

Le Swiss chef- Swedish fish, Taken-

Overdrawn, Overdraft,

Gas Mask & Ak-47-

(Chaos-AD)- Sepultura-

Gojira- Dir En Grey-

Nippon, Nihongo, Gohonzon-

Mt. Hebron- T’Zion, Carmel

Lady of my Heart, Lord of my Life,

The curtain is draw back, the veil parted slightly,

She giggles, feeling tickled, on the pink ray

Comes through the dark shape, in the law body

Causation-cessation, search & destroy, I bet

Abet, Abutment,

Crenellations, Creation-Preservation-Destruction-

Old Curmudgeon! (Why, Curse Them, of course!)

Me? When I’m done. Four-Letter Words,

to Keep One’s Word- or Mouth Shut-

A very Keep- With Dungeon-

and Throne- of Stone, blustery

wind-breaker, sword & shield breaker-

recite, repeat, review- assess the situation-

beyond the grave, would whip a slave?

Stir up emotion, zeal, zest, vim & vigor…

Itchy finger on a hair-trigger

Nuit’s Hair! By Golly, by Gosh!

Fact or Fiction? Fission-Fusion

Frictionless surface,

Electro-Magnetism

Levitation, Levi- Leviticus-

Diagram, Diorama- Deus Mons-

Ars Moriendi- Effendi,

effrigis, glisil, others-

‘Osiris-Steps & Rites of Nergal’

SetHorus- JesuSatan- Nut! No?

What kind of fool am I?

The worst kind- an old one

Elder gods- or the infantile type-

Puer-Puella

Active & Passive

Goetic-Licence, ha!

Red Tape, Ticker

Magus, Magistrate

Magister Templi

Ox- Mono-Poly-

Language! Get it!

‘Tallyho! Wind the Mort!’

‘Holding Court’ or ‘Down the Fort

Tortelini, Mussolini- Elaborate

Collaborate, Decorate-

Flagellate, Vapulate

Vituperating all over the place-

‘He Clothed himself about with cursing like a garment. Let it come like water into his bowels, like oil into his bones’

The Oil of Annointing, the Annointed One- John the Baptizer, Chastity Belt- Bravado,

Machismo, Moonwalk- Hammer Dance- Smarter than a bag of hammers-

Stanza, Quatrain

“Make it. Fuckin. Rain.”

Memoirs, Rembrandt van Rijn

‘The Speaker for the Dead’

Summon, Invoke,

Evoke, convocation

Visitation, Appointment

Clerical errors, conjugal visit

‘Write this in whiter words’

Asana, Pranayama, Dharana- First limbs of yoga 3’=8”

High-Low, ‘Bellgrade’ ‘Taco bell grande’

Bueno, Mucho, Mas-

Mastiff, Maceration, Muzzle-tough

Mazletov, Mal Tov- AbShalom, BarShalom

Rebbe, Selah,

Behold, the Circumsision of Christ-

(Blasphemy against the Gods of Men!)

Waite, ‘These are dire heresies’

Raises Certain questions,

Internal Dialog, Monolog-

Monosodium glutamate,

Glutteus Maximus-

Cavernous Maw,

Artifice, Edifice,

Order & Enumeration

Estimate, Evaluation

Rejuvenate- FRIDAY

Friar, Tyre Puck- Hobin Wood-

Dude ranch, hand- ‘Hanover Fist’

‘Pfizer’ Sizer- Wood, as music-

Bonfire, Drum circle-

Seal of His Majesty

Mr. Majestic, Majix-

Mind-Seal of the Buddha-

Seal of Approval-

Condemnation, Degradation-

Not to Mince Words, but Word Salad please- Tossed

-Like a Boss.

PO BOX

‘Rhymes with Orange’

Doorhinge

More-Enjoyable

Morenjoyable. J

FTLULZ

FTW- For the Win? Fuck the World! Fight the War? Fool the World… Fuck it, forget it. No Fooling?

Oath of Fealty. Utah-Tennesee-Kentucky to the Misses Hippy- MISSISSIPPI-

Indigo-Children, ‘Indigo-Orange Yin-Yang’

Yab-Yum, Wompom, Wonka-Tonka

Willy Wonka, Tonka Toys & Trucks-

Influence, ‘Love is a Confluence’ said One

Tribe of Dan, Asher, Reuben, Gilead?

Iliad & Odyssey

David Bowie- Human Oddity

“The Human Condition”

Tree of Hate? Mask of Sorrow-

Tragicomic- Coin a term, turn a phrase

Wordsmith- Abrahadabra again and Ipsos

Dipso- drink, into the drink, on the brink-

Put a little kink in the rope- chink in the armor

Fly in the ointment- Spanish- Italian, Latin-

Roman- Romulan? Romulus & Remus

‘Remax’ Car-Toons- Silver spoons-

Trust fund baby- Hotel California

Born on the 4^th of July- Gadfly-

Maggie Moo, Oxen, Boar, Goslings?

Grey- or Gray?

Blaze a trail, pave the way, roll out the red carpet-

Curtains & drapes-

His & Hers, towels

Moist, mushrooming, blooming

Tears water, slaver, salvation-

Sense-relation, “The Mysteries”

A mini-series, seven parts,

7 heads & 10 Horns

Second beast, a little horn?

Unicorn- Unique-

Crown of All Creation

Game of Creation

Throne, sinking

Singers! Stalwart, Man of Steel…

Mupla, Monserat, Monstsalvat-

Misere Deus, Mononeucleosis- no!

Agnus Dei, Agni Deus- Sorath- Sol-

New Age- Aeon, Millenium-‘ ishkabibbles’

Dribble bib, nanny-goat, billy-bob,

‘Boondocks’ Pork & Shrimp?

Swine & Shellfish? How Selfish!

Cooking lamb and calf in Mother’s Milk-

Cruel? Evil? Wrong? Burnt offerings-

Nuit demands aught in sacrifice-

So there are several persons speaking alternately-

‘Alternative Tentacles’

The Whoes- Was A Stranger

Burnt Umber, Umberhulk, Hushed Overtones

‘Frantic-Tic-Tic-Toc of hurry’

Schizophrenia- Also by mention of previous bands and deference, preference is non-repetition,

shameless hussy! No shame in my game. Gin-rummy. Dim-dummy. ‘Damned & dead for a dog’

I said I would get to ‘Me’ – Low man on the totem, scrotum. Bottom dweller, feeder- almost (not-quite)

Nosferatu- but I know one- Frater Sat-Urn-Us, Shabbatai, Sabbat Shalom- Salome, 7 veils- Crazy, right? No!

Doggerel, Dog-Girl, Drochma, Lira, Lucha- as I said,’ once, twice, three times a lady’ and ‘Luck be a lady’

Lady Luck, Dumb Fuck- and other mean rhymes- slimed, primer- timer-

Safe- house, meritorious service, ‘The Oval Orifice’ ‘Sandoval Feet’ Metatron-Cube,

“The Metatronized”

“You’ve been Squooshed!”

“We Mesh!”

Intercission- piercing through- lancing through- just passing through-

Derringdo, Derringer, ‘Dillinger Escape Plan’ Dirigible- Electric Blue-

En Soph- Sophia (Lauren) ‘Loreal, or maybe it’s Mabeline’

Spanish Soaps, Daytime TV- The Boob Tube, the Idiot box- but you know?

‘Idiot’ = Great Wisdom- no? What is ‘Crazy Wisdom?”

‘Silence is Affirmation.’ Denial is Affirmation! No!

Logos, Ethos, Pathos

Again, Credit where credit is Due

Old Father Abraham,

Homonculus- Hemmeroids hemmorage,

Hemophilia, Hemoglobin, The Letter “H”

Happy, High, Hero- Hall, Halt, Hamper,

Hoopla- Mupla, Metheqla- Mazzerati

Glitterati, Illuminati- Potty mouth, trainer-

Retainer, jawline, bone of ass- Astaroth-

Interesting name- but what’s in a name?

Rhyme is reason- tis the season-

Sleaze bees knees,’ meditate upon attainment by degrees’

‘The Nose Knows’ So does the Shadow, and Don’t fuck with the Phantom

Don’t Fuck with… The Great Beast, for who can make war on him?

‘The Warrior Lord of the 40’s’ – of/on War & Vengeance- another ED?

Dread Lord of the West, I say Best Chest, Breast Coast, Beast Coast-

Apep-Re, (ISA-ASAR) Recombinant DNA, Strand- 12.

Mobius-Strip- SATRIP. Cute little flagellates- Amoebic,

Touch base, Alpha-Beta-Kappa- Sattvic, Sat-guru, Seth-an

World Tour, as all the World’s a Stage- Cast of thousands- 144 to be precise, not counting ‘Others’

Precision, honing, truing, fine-tuning

Know why? Well, not to put too fine a point on it-

A word to the wise (is sufficient)

Be careful what you wish, for (it may come true.)

‘Tonight, tonight’ and the stars revolt?

Revolution? Anarchism? Loyalty- as I said

Camaraderie, ‘Trust & Truth’ Rushing Fire-

Papyrus & Reed, Quill pen & Parchment,

Perusal, Pore over-

“I’m Peerless, Perfect, Gay, Bigot” (“This is of the Four, There is a Fifth, I am therein as a babe in an egg of Blue”)

It follows, as such- ‘Four gates to one palace’ as ‘In my father’s house are many mansions’ Son-Ship, Sunship-

‘Buddha & the Boddhisattvas,

JC & the Boys’

Chi-Gong-Fu-Shi,

Lung, Long,

Sing-Song

Gay- Nothing wrong with that!

The rituals of the old time are black

That veil is black

Black is my color to the blind

Blue am I, and gold in the light of my bride

Suicide, Cyanide- No!

The Lies- (But I digress) and into the breach! ‘Skin of my teeth’

Teeth of a Gale, more like-

Apropos, Atropos, Pliny-

Plethora, Menorrah, Gommorah-

Salome, Saddam- M. 89!

Dark, Some but not all

Clear Light Sutra-

Rendition, Erudite-

Muldavite- Merovingian

Heraldric, Dynasty, Romance

Sensitivity Training,

Charm & Finishing School

Twit, t’wat?

”Treacle Tarts…”

“Sweets for the Sweet!”

‘Lucky number Sleven-‘

‘Senses Fail’

Fear, Failure, Sorrow- the Heart- Sacred Heart, Heart of Hearts- Fear Nothing

‘Hell is repetition’

‘Who does not learn the lessons of antiquity is doomed to repeat their mistakes indefinitely”

or some-such approximation

Calcification, multiplication, Embankment- Embargo,

S’Laughter- FUN-Eral… Bad boys! Beastie!

The Positively Beastly Mr. Crowley

‘Bad Boys, Bad Boys, Whatcha Gonna do?’

All songs and sayings, but no! ‘The 80’s cower before me and are abased!’

I divulge, I guess- unless I miss my guess, My guest, My mark- Target- Touche!

Touslled hair- Knots- Nicely done- Nitwit, Nincompoop- Nimrod-

‘Listen to the fool’s reproach, it is a kingly title!’

Little-Big Man- Anything Goes-

All bets are off. Opportunity Knocks-

‘Heaven can wait. & Hell awaits’

‘Kill the DJ’ DISMISSED!

Soldiery, Lobotomy-

‘Flattery & Sodomy’

In the Key of G

To the tune of

‘Ebony & Ivory’

So Sorry, A Thousand Pardons

‘A Thousand & One Nights’

‘Ten-Thousand Days’

Gray day, Grade A. Type A+

0-. (That’s Zero-Minus)

Interesting. Lesson plan

School of Thoth

‘Thoughts are things’

Energy follows thought.

Action follows thought.

Dream it, do it.

‘Be Here Now’

Be Love Now’

Love is a Four-Letter Word,

Friend is an F-Word…

Fear, Failure- Hell of repetition-

Decision, anal retentive-

Saucy tart, cheeky wench-

“Bro, do you even compress?”

‘Torsion is iniquity. Motion about a point is iniquity.’

…but I digress…

“Non Pat Ebo”

Non-Discursive Thought

Non-Euclidean Geometries

Archetype-Creation-Formation-Action- God-

Respect, Due Regards

Proper, Props- ‘Sam I Am’

Slums, Sultry Harlot!

‘Suffragette City’

Syamasundara,

Avelokiteswara,

Etcetera, etcetera

Paper Mache, and Ephemera-

Collection agency- Dept. of whatever

Never, Sever, Clever-

Cloven hoof, split tail-

Cruel & Unusual,

‘Nor let cruelty and injustice have dominion over him’

Agape- The Love-Feast

A Feast for Tahuti, and the Child of the Prophet-

Son of God, is God- or Demigod, perhaps,

Son of Man, is Man- and this strangely-

Like, Bowels? Seriously? Sirius-B.

Great White Brotherhood-

Sharky, snarky- snookie- snacktime-

Snicker, snigger, snaggletooth-

A Tyro, tirade, Tremulous, timorous-

Tiny Tim, Tinseltown, Loony Tunes-

Tartar Sauce, Go Fish? Gone Fishin’

‘I wanna fuck myself’

Flair for the dramatic

Ecclesiastic-

Spasmodic, Elastic

Dynamism-

Recidivism- Ruin, Wrath of God type shit-

Emasculated, Eviscerated,

Mummified, the Ossified- (Osiris, Mummy, Dummy!)

Sans repetition, for the sake of argument, & simplicity itself-

Put that shit back on the shelf- half-life, near-life experience of the other side-

Soul bride, Herr Confido, Federales- Mustachios- Pistachios-

Monkey business, Funny Uncle- Carbuncle- ‘The Negative Way’

Prophilactic, phylacteries, suspension-

Dip! Therma- War of Terror? Warts on the face of America… ?

‘Hell-O.’ ‘How Low can you go?” Do the Limbo, the Lambada- “but that’s the forbidden dance!”

Lord Sin, Shin, Sheol- Shoot, Amscray, Varmint! Rascally Rabbit- Rootin’ Tootin’ … Rapscallion-

Russian Roulette- Corvette, Corsair, Corsage, Montage, Garage Band, Folk Rock- Cock the Pistol-

Pull the Hammer back, drop the anvil, refridgerator or piano- but’ Piano means Soft!’

‘but soft, bitch, what light through yonder window breaks!?” Hail, Hell. S.O.B. Not done cursing?

Coursing through my veins, molten, magma, smegma- smaragdine- amulet, talismanic, mantic frenzy-

I know what they spirits like- ‘and what the people want- could only be-‘ … ‘the guttersnipes,’

Archons, Argyle socks, The Demon Tweed-

Tweety, A Sylvester- Cat-Nip- Porridge for bears, A comb, and Honey- Flowering Bowers-

Royal, Prussian, Imperial, As I said before- the rule of repetition? Confession? Concession stand?

Hand to gland combat- Cum-Bots- Robe-OTs- the Big ‘O T’ – Dark territory-

‘The Gods, they are forgetful-‘

Fret not, fear no-thing… again, bitches! (sorry for the curses, insults, hammering, over time- and many other sins I shall soon list, please wait, bear with me, keep reading-) I beg

My country tis of thee, tis of me- we are one, we are none- one nation, N’Aton- ‘Slave the Way’

The Righteous & The Filthy

Good & Evil, must yet find further resolution

So the Prayer, for Opprobrium,

Sensorium, Arcanum,

Lux Infernus, Mater Triumphans-

(‘Neither Gods, nor men, nor laughter of the folk folly, nor anything. Money, fear not!)

Marduk Kurios (Lord) Such a Mandal of Calling, such names as made mention, most honorable, venerable-

Sin-Uddu-Adar- wanders the trackless waste- beloved of infidels, and foes- vanquished by laughter in some way, he they-

Master of Selflessness, O self of my self- Thou who art I, Beyond all I am, Come! Hear Me! Hearken & Remember!

Anikka-Dugga-Anatta

Sri Yantra, Linga-Yoni

Maha-

Jiva-Mukti

Prabhu-

Shakti, Shanti

Master Sha, Sifu

Sensei, Teacher, San-

Honorific- Counteract

Hail of Derision? Derisive Laughter- Cackling Communism- Got Jokes?

Anarchism- Monotheism- Poly- Hedonistic- Federal Case, Act of God or Congress-

Thank God for Small Miracles- but the very idea of some God, itself, or a Supreme Being-

That could be One, or One-Ness- a good feeling- greatness- ‘Good is the enemy of great’

‘Evil, be thou my good!’ quote he, venerable sir- ‘Little brother, you have been meddling with the Goetia!’

Some talk about being unworthy to comment on even the first word of the law, even the very first letter-

Probably- Angel, Arch- Archon, Adept, Ah! (A Letter so Holy, it is often skipped, for the sake of negation, a blind; A-path n’one can, nor care to consciously tread- read R&R, (Rhyme & Reason, if you are slow or forgetful, pitiful! ) dread, fed, red, lies of truth, infidels, all negatively? Accosted, acrostic, almond, alphabet, apple, axiom, action, amplify, arbiter, Armistice, Armoire, Amor, Arms, Adam-

‘Man, how piteous thy plight!’ No Star in Sight? Nearly die of fright? Failure to Comply, Obey! Slay! Okay… No way, Jose. Josie & the Pussycats. “The cat’s meow, & bee’s knees.”

Skip a few, skip to my Lou, my darling- Mine- Possession, ownership- or joint- no? practicum, Practitioner- Praxis, Axis Mundi, Anima Mundi- Monday, Moonday- Rune-Staves- A Clavicle, or Clavis? Skeleton Key! Mercy! (Let it be off!) Perhaps the place again for stopping, or those almost-mentioned specific questions- and I should explain-

Liber Al- A Law-cipher, spiritual law- for the spiritual person- ‘Be Strong’ ‘Love all’ ‘The Kings of the Earth are your Kinsfolk’ Just a few examples-

Urine & Stool Samples-

Eschato-Scatological- But Logical!

Circuitous, Winding, The Way- Lam….

Again, the Negative Way, if aught requireth purport, the report, the comment?

“Hadit burning in thy heart makes swift and secure thy pen!” Again-

‘Is the Word exhausted?’ The whole thread, can anyone follow? Will any care, or mind?

Such is the way of the word, the angel of the lord, I am the Angel of Apophraz, Right?

Ptah-Apophraz-Ra, isn’t this thy true name, handed down by the prophets- and am I not,

Efreet P. Balarama, thy prophet, and such- identity crisis, that of faith, (True-Reason, T’Reason, the lies, the questions, the repetitions, the keys- codes, cyphers- Constance, Fragrance. Patience is a Virtue, Loving-Kindness, Humility to temper pride, and Charity? Agape, again. Chastity? Might be nice in some sense- Old… Veiled, rayed- speckled, spangled, you know…. MY spangles are purple and green! What a coincidence! No? Running & Returning, and such creatures, covered with eyes all over, and about the throne, as such, great and glorious- bejeweled, adorned, adored, arranged, resplendent, arrayed- not to be bewrayed, puzzle, ‘pieces of me’ as of ‘April,’ May, as in ‘Mother, May I?’ Such old children’s games-

The sympathetic-understanding- A boy called Sue, Crazy Horse, Ishkabibbles- Katmandu- A Philologist!

Carnation, what- in – RII-In Tar-Nation! As I said, or was saying, ‘This is how you remind me’

Blinded by the jewel of the master, more like- ‘a toad, ugly and venomous, yet wears a precious stone set in it’s forehead’ Perhaps it is good to retread, track, meter, cypher- Sell the Sizzle, baby. Sizzlechest- Chubby-Checker, Check it out! ‘Out on the Ave-Nu’ ‘A magazine or two is dissing me and dissing you, man I’m telling you’

A room, womb or tomb, WITH A VIEW! Miles to Go! A Matter of… Perspective, timing- perhaps-

Orchestration, Regulations- Official business, strictly speaking, stricken from the record, struck dumb, mums the word, bird, turds- dirty, dirty, dirty- bad! No! “Just say no. Just say Yo.” This is your drain on bugs. Snug as a bug in a rug. Teacups, Kettles- Whistles- Loco- Ocean-Motion, E-Motion, I AM (M-Ocean) but you can call me C. (like Sea? Get it?)

You get it, you got it? Quick like! Snap two! Ten-hut! Tut! Hut-hut! Ten-Four. Forward march… F.U.C.K.

O. Obloquy, Ostensible, Ostentatious, Otter, Order, Ordure, Offal, Ochre, Octarine (Aqumarine? Goodbye, Argentina!) Oriole, Orient & Occident, Ocelot, Opprobrium, Om, Obviously, Opportunity- Ontology, (“The Ontological debate rages on”) Objective, Obstreperous, OBGYN, ‘Ornry’ Orville- Oriens, Oppoponox- Ox- Otto (Rank) Osteopath, Osprey, Oprah Winfrey, Ogre, Obeisance,

Test for Jumping, Quantum or otherwise, out of your skin- can’t you simmer, settle down, hail the Sumerland! Hail Sumeria!

D. dimples, dappled, daring, derringdo, diligence, dapper, daffodil, daffy duck, (duck sauce, and tartar, and cream of wheat or sum-yung-gai, or whatever. Also, weaksauce. Good on shrimp soaked in their own brine! Ew! Yum-yum. Goody gumdrops. A whole big back of whathefuck. Seriously? What the actual fuck? Punctuation. Rhyme. Slang- Hang ‘em High- Noonman, Switching letters- chaos- Do you do it on purpose? The Agonist, the Alienist- Q&A, P’s & Q’s, PB&J. Juniper berries! Elderberries! ‘Snozzberries-? I never heard of … ‘ snow pea pods. ‘Pod people-‘ People R Us?’ Purple People Eater.’

Bogusman

What was Moby Dick’s Father’s name?

Papa Boner.

The Mamas & the Papas…

Slant, Skew-Wise- Council of the Wise-

Shew stone, table, bread- Shewer & Bringer forth, I am… Manifester unto the Light

“The Heart girt with a serpent is my name.”

D. Dry, Drip, Drone, Draw (pilgrim!) Drool, Daliance, Depth, Deicide, Decency, Damn it! I think I’m actually repeating “D!” Damn! Irony! ‘Damn the torpedos!’ ‘Damn Yankees!?’ Enough of because, but who does not understand these runes may fall into a pit, and die, in shitty ways, like the scarlet woman- or … we are getting way off course- eternal child-

An Exercise in Futility

‘Dr. Futurity’

Private Dick, Eye Sea Yew- Such is (AGAIN AND YET ANOTHER, ANON! ALAS! APPALLING APPARITION!) JOKES FOR DAYS …. Must reverse the curse, though- such insults- candor, and confederacy- crucial- (Taunt, tease, test, try, timer, timbre, tenor, tensegrity- and Arrgh! Arr! Cursing! R for revolt! Wait for it….)

R. Reversal, Role, Ruination, Rhubarb (Pie, and Easy does that shit.) Pi, Phi, Pyre, Pylon, Peer, Peruse, Probe, Prick, Preamble, Priam, Priaps, Prudence, (Dear, deep six that shit) Hatchet, bury that shit. Heck, Hectares, Henry, Hank, (Aaron) April Fools- We are all fools, including the prophet, who is also a slave- to the beauteous one- and thus is equality of sorts, a sort of level, the measure of a man, and the name, number, etc. such issue- complexity, perplexed, in perpetuity- sir? Soror? Son? Great wild beast, the ox- Aleph, air, silly, Vacuum- ‘Folly is doom’s ruin’

Fourteenth, Fourty-something- Umteenth-

Let-No… Rheibet! Ribbit. Atheleberseth!

Ath-Hua-Ani! Apropos, Atropos, Atropine…

Pine! (Dig yourself into a hole, you can’t dig yourself out of a hole) Gnarled Bole, Shrine- Dei, Deus.

Silence, Solace, Intimate Secretary, Proletariat, Bourgoise- Rabble Rousing, Saber Rattling,

Ruffians! Unhand me Knave! Whelp! I wrote a country song called ‘Rascally Varmints’ *Ahem*

Mi, mi, mi, mi… Udgita- ‘Chant the rapturous love-song unto me. To me! To me!’ (This was requested.)

M. Mercy! Merci. btw if you let if be off, then… we do everything left-handed, in the land of Nod with No-Dog… at least not in the swamp, fen, bog- or rooting for truffles, or in the trough with the Hog- great wild beasts- nature has this nature has this- animal soul, and the threefold lower man- Man is the Great Beast- observe, “Short Attention Span Theater” & “Theater of the Absurd” No Masterpieces, Mastercards- paper or plastic- drill, sarge, charge- irrevocable- vociferous intent, boisterous- lilt on the wind, gilding the lily- pruning, preening- pluck, pore & chakra breathing, lung capacity- some body cavity search- a roost or perch- wide berth- girth- suspenders, decibel range, Antwerp in a Range Rover- Stovetop Stuffing- Gravy, Groovy- Delicious, Delightful- Varmints? Vamoose! Vanishing Act, Disappearing/Reappearing Ink-Blot, and Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, no? Nil, Nihil- Vehemence- Vengeance is mine, is bliss- rewind, time, reverse, the curse, uncrossing, hex-breaker- vectors- vehicular manslaughter- ‘to the devil a daughter’ he bought her- sold her- Feather Boa, The whole She-bang- feign indifference- Fang- Feng-Sui, Glee club, and Rotary- Dialtone- Operators are standing by, water, still, deep ones- draw breath, good grief, Steeplechase- Merit & Liability- Civility, Absolve & Assuage? No? Nereids, Nuances, Niceties- Polite Society- Or Psycho-Social, Psycho-Sexual- Metempsychosis- Curative, amateur night at the improv- tv-radio-microwave-gamma rays- beacon of hope- group grope- I mean hug. Life and Love are drugs- I mean Foodstuff, sweetmeat, and the embryonic stage- cryogenic freezing- life, liberty and phallocentric extensions, but I am not extended- I just burn hot, no fuse- no big bang, big band- orchestral pit- stool, spittle- varnish- get it? got it? good….

FastFeast

(Several separate lexicons could near be sighted, cited- references- memorandum, in memoriam, ars Mundi, Dr. Moriarty- Likes to Party, girl, boy, Grill, toy, no frills? “Chills, spills, thrills…”

Beech, Birch, Broom, Brougham, Brigam-Young, (Bring-em young?) Birth, Board, Bored, Beard, Bowl, Basket, Bile, Bilious, Beast, Burden, Bastard- Bucket, Boat, Bowels, Boon, Boost, Bind, Beetle, Brine, Brackish, Barbeque, Banish, Bonus, Brag & Boast, Bard, Barding, Beets, Beating, Big, Bad, Bold, Boss, Brown, Bury, Bathe, Beef, Boar, Buns, Balls, Back, Bible, Buddha-

Harmony through Conflict… and such.

I try to keep it G-Rated, you know, for the Kiddies… But my mind runs right to the 24th place… Gotta Keep em separated, this cutting, bleeding edge, serrated- Jehova was Roth- WAS not WAS, THE THE, Mister Mister- if you have a CLU here you might be old, wise, mature and sensible ENOUGH for the sense-relation, sense-array- feedback loop, static ox brand bacon gland, rake the yard, hang the wallpaper- scrub, stat- lat-long- WTF SUPER Lo-Hi, Lo-fi, Hi-Fi, Back to Primordial Ooze, Swamp, Burrow, Barrow, Barn- Beaker- Beacon- Signal flare, rendition, routine intervention, commission, Co. Constance- Craven, Crawdads & Crustaceans, and other ocean varmints- Kelpies, Quarantine, Quinine, Queen-Tarn, What in Tarnation? Infraction, reactor- Core values, Satisfaction- Max & Relax, Space-Marks, Sparks- Spoonfed, fuel-injected… TMI! TLDR! Slash the Breaks! Rhurbarb pie & Dandelion Wine… Winsome lass, Lissome. Lithe, Slither, mosey on over, saunter up, galloping- westward- window, wallow, gallow’s pole- vault, vaunted, oppression, gas- Gus- Man, Bus- August, gusts- not gale-force- G-Rating… ? 4, 3-2-1 Contact- Eye, Anatomy of God, Of Melancholy- Livid, Petri Dish, Delight, ‘The Devil is the Surprise of Life’ ‘Love is Change’ My current Motto, credo, code- meeting quotas, quote-unquote, and quothe he, rascally varmints. Ginger, Rosemary, Sage, Hail Sumeria! Valerian Root, Rootin’ Tootin’ Robots- Robes, Rings, Rules, Ravens- Routine, Suspension, Oil, Service Light- Check- Cheetah, Leotard, Oxnard- Vitals- Signs, Economic-Statistics, Meteorology- ‘Naked Lunch’ or ‘Eraserhead’? Eager Beavers, Legal Eagles or Beagles- Saddle shoes or Penny loafers- Old School- NEW-WIT, To Wit… ‘Wit Quickly’ … bit prickly- but pear? Le Pomme! au Pair? Los, Dos Manos- Manta-Ray, Santa-Fey, Grey Daze, Haze- LA- Law & Order, vision of chaos, panic, disorder- conduct unbecoming- Marshall Law- Judge Dredd- Lock, Stock & Barrel- of pork- and their bellies, up- fish float inverted, perverted precinct, prefecture, um, censored- pralines & cream- easy does it- rascally varmints. yee haw. Hee-Haw. Aught else. Discard pile. Circle. YOR TURN! Karma and Desire to Burn! See-Saw! Shivering, Sitting Shiva- Wintering, Down Under- Fromunda cheese- Amoebic dysentery- not a real treat- not a threat- ‘not saying, just sayin’ Gnomean? EASY PARD! DOLL! FAUN, in the Haus- (in the grip, more like) Reveille! Behold! tutelage, uncommon- self-slain- tomb- sparks, flushing- assorted groans, labor of love then growing pains- hails of derisive laughter- eh Bruce? She’s a fine Shiela, and don’t muck up, dung out, and all about. Hokey Pokey- Leaping Lizards. DiVa- Pardoner- Part & Parcel- Pre-Post- Pacts- LET-NO…

‘Three Aett’ Oe, Ae. Umlout, Dipthong… “

“I put my hand upon your hip; when I dip, you dip, we dip.

You put your gland upon my lip, when I sip, you drip, we flip.” Something… ‘Awful?’

Notoriety, Notary- BIG PUN- 2/3 of a Pun, PU. Jokes… Jibes, the ribbing of a good friends, roast of the most popular… expat, cult of patriotism, the ISM, the Holy Order, The Eric Sizemore Foundation, FCSM, NCCC… WWWWW&H? (If at all… bother, noisome, melodrama, psychodrama, ill-drama- Lama, Rama, etc.)

V. Visit, Vending, Vex, Value, Voice, Vision, Void-place of the Spirit, Vindicate, Venn Diagram, Vigilance…

“Init. Abbrev. Yr.”

Necessity, Memory- Tao- Old sChool Phallocentric fertility cult- no? okay skip to transhuman, the ISM, Confidential- ‘The Hidden’ what would come unbidden… downtrodden, uplifited? A game, a farce, an act- part, the second… redux!

Sausage & Spaghetti…

Since ‘Democracy Dodders’ (and There, In His dotage) Nepotism, Fraternization- y r, y knot? Apolitically? The Lemon Party. With Jack Lemmon, and maybe Lenny Bruce. Idk. Old Fogeys, listening to Foghat like it was still on the Billboard Chart. Hearing Aid… other such… What is a Hellefino ?

Lilith & The Wounded Healer…

TBC, 91-93-99…000-999. 9999. Quin, Quine, Quorum, Plenum, Pleroma, pleistocene, paleolithic, mono-poly neuro-logic bombs, cracks, crags, crevices, devices- D&D, Doom & Gloom, Borrowed Time, Lease on Life, gave up lentils for Lent? Hell-bent, Heaven Sent-

Sentry, stalwart, sentinel, sabotage, Sabbat, Savate- Karate- Carotid Artery, Arterial Spray-

Ars Magica-Technica-

Lost Souls, Salvation, Redemption Song, Jah-Babylon- Do or Do not, Only Try-

When the good go bad, or just gone- here’s to being wrong- writing wrongs, and righting them- True love, under pure will, a lie? lye, solvent, coagulation-

“Humor! Does not exist! In this Do-Jo! Does-it!?”

“No, Daniel-san!!”

Servants, Savants, Savages- Surmise the situation, taking stock, lock it down, duded up, ranch hand, become an hero- Soy Brujo, Curandero, Vaquero, Pistolero- Federale…

Flamingo- Flambe Flamburge, Flaming Brand, Firebrand- Ah! Ah! Eloi, Eloi…

Jorge- Jesus- By George! Great Scott! What the Sam-Hill? Blue Blazes!

Going through phases, stages- next level-

Beveled glass, cantilevered asterisk, cantaloupe, knot the rope- drop the soap…

group grope, some kind of Pope- Priest of Pompeii, Parallel universe, multiverse, omniverse-

terse, tense, stress, accents, scents, sighting-

miter, cap- cruets- monstrance-

a montage, fan-fiction, fanfare, bandwagon-

wounds, assorted- triage, bandages, cleaning- mending- healing power-

hour of power, tower of it, glint in the eye- glimmer, shimmer, shy-

lab, lava, slab, Merkabah- Sabaoth- Oath-

Quoth He:

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January 19, 2013 //

RTFB

Dear Pleasure,

Please just RTFB.

This was a poem I wrote during a class and later finished it at home. I scrapped five pages prior to finding my voice, then wrote fourteen pages of this. It’s epic poetry, totally original by me.

But it reads like stereo instructions! real men don’t need instructions!

Ach! Get Back! Nosferatus! Keep the devil at bay. Holy water, garlic, silver crosses and swords- the templar will hack them down.

The priest comes out with the wooden cross and book- he looks scared, and gulps.

He has to give a sermon to the evil ones, who have gathered, not in any church, but a courtroom.

Actually, scratch that. It’s my story and I can change whatever details I like.

Okay, this is from chapter one of something new. Now, ‘Listen-Hear’ to this !

He blesses them with holy water, “Aspergillis Domine, Exaudem honorem…”

The one, washes his face well and good in the holy water. He looks a bit like a Patrick Bateman. Queue Bael.

The Bael theme begins to Play. The freaky spider creature walks out onto this Man’s mirror, where he has chopped some lines up for him and those two White Chicks. He could murder them, but no. Bael will make me invisible, if I fashion a Lamen of Gold and wear it in his honor.

Yea, Honor. He is a great king and his seal must be in Gold.

Right.

So, Vemibael, How’s the Coke? He just Snorts. Thinks of an Elephant doing lines, and rearing up, and then trumpeting! Some water next… Ah, he remembers his past life as an Elephant. Clever lad, too. Yea, Great King. Keep up the Great Work. Next!

The Man clears his nostril, with a little bit of water, like a neti pot bit of action. Then, looking over his left shoulder at his brother, “Well, reentry is like this,”

He thinks. His Girlfriend, both their girlfriends. They all do a line each. Now everyone is zeutered. They are all coked to the gills. Oh, they’re a family of Four. I mean, the four siblings. Two Queens, Two Kings… What’s missing? Well, it really doesn’t matter their familial ties, does it?

He goes back to looking in the mirror again for a moment. He is standing above it, gazing down, and the mirror is at his feet. He sees blue sky behind his head, and there is really no ceiling, only sky. The little white rocks that get lost in the shag carpets occasionally, or crushed underfoot like so much snow, are only infinitessimal clouds in an otherwise clear sky, or fill it.

Coke is snow and clouds…? Well, not Coca Cola, man. The Crystal business of the White Chicks. Now, that’s something else. He makes a mental note about the color white, as his symbolism seems confused as the girls are distracting him with their conversation. His brother suddenly interjects. They do not usually speak such things aloud in mixed company.

It’s a crowded but quiet room. A hush lies fallow over an undead audience. We return to the Church steps, recently washed in sterile urine. “We watched the lady scrubbing them” Thinks a nearby thrall. The Master directs their thoughts, more than cleverly, Slyly, oh more than that, even. Sinister fiends! Back! Ack! Shadowy hands reach out for him. He comes down the stairs, holding the book closely, to his chest. He is the Templar himself, and the King, the Master, protected by God. He fears nothing. The Shadows disperse at his approach. They are thrown back by a more than brilliant light. Even tissues of plant matter and even stone are disintegrated at the coming of his Auric sheath. They dispense with the formalities and pounce.

One of the shadows just found itself inside a bubble, where an illusion has been a moment before. The priest simply became invisible. The bubble aura folds up into blackness, generally speaking. A tiny golden-red light persists within, but it too is damped by the shield containing it. Pertaining to anti-matter, anti-gravity, and control of the EM spectrum, technologies of magic & meditation are required, so courses at his school teach them. His favorite subject was Jurisprudence. Basic to advanced courses in self-defense were also required study. He has an appreciable grasp of the concepts of MEST (Matter-Energy-Space-Time) and holds various degrees in Kendo, Kempo, Aikido, Ninpo, and Bushido. He is a master of the Five Rings, to boot. What an Ego on that guy! What a guy! Well, he is a super-genius, producer, and manager of Time, Pain & Money, as well. Lover of a thousand women, the man with a hundred brothers- he walks alone, wakes alone, works alone. He flies solo. His wife passed away three years ago. His father and mother were killed in a plane crash. All he has left is imagination. He watches television constantly, eats bacon and pretzels with beer, with egg in it. Likes waffles and long walks on the beach. Ahem. He’s also a great liar- no, merely creative and imaginative, a fun and interesting guy. A storyteller, well read. Has a few curious hobbies, like reading, righting, sports, video games, travel, cooking, oh and Ghost & Demon hunting, as his primary occupation isn’t just song & dance, but Exorcism. He has a goal.

The Priest walks right down the steps into the thick of them. The jeering throng. The Long awaited hustle. He punishes the foes on every side. It is like a video game. The Priest appears to have a huge defensive force above and around him. The Priest is wearing ordinary clothiing. He is also a cop, secretly, carrying gun and badge under his cloak and cowl- I mean, thats robe & ring. Sword & Shield. Whatever, He’s also an undercover brother-lover with a long service record, or rap sheet. He’s a double agent, no, make that triple agent! Quadruple! Quintuple! Big Zero!

While he is thinking about this, ‘Rambone the CIA NINJA-Blade badass’ destroying evil ninja like a samurai from Hell. Then the Ninja appears right in front of him, the one that jumped down from the wall, and ran up the alley behind him, spied around the corner to see what was happening. Where was this? Detroit. Then some dogs started barking, and a car alarm was going off right around the corner. There was some more mean sounds, like the Great Beast on a rampage, smashing cars… No… Jumping onto a car hood. Hoods. The Cop was giving chase, his keys jingling. No, he was fleeing in terror. He checked his keys, and his cap. There was a great beast-shape, like a huge shadow now, looming. It struck terror into him for a moment, then he stood and gazed at it in awe, feeling really no fear, but sleepy. Having lost the will to fight, the smaller ninja could creep in and liberate what was needed, the key, or the gun, or whatever. A moment later, the cop would realize something had happened, but not be able to tell you what it was. His gun and hat were still there, but his hand was stuck on his hat. That’s strange. He could not make himself remove his hand from this hat. Grr!

A large muscular arm grabbed him by the face. A blade came out of nowhere and severed the giant arm. Actually, the muscular arm still held the cop, but, then it fell. Severed. The giant looked puzzled at the tiny person facing it. The Larger giant then smiled, the dark one.

The priest has this. There is a tire to the left of the small person, with a silvery wrench. There is a gear, with two wrenches, with a skull on the face of the Larger Gear. Then there are two smaller gears inside of that, just to the lower-right. The position of symbolism at this moment could be significant. It was a laser, perhaps. Probably like a laser-razor, or something like a light-saber. The Giant is brought under control. The severed arm, has been perfectly cauterized by the same strange energy, which must be atomic in nature. It is then reattached, when the cop will be released from the Thing- the Hand… or, that could not happen just yet. Someone is puzzled still, the cop. A question mark hangs over his head, like in the cartoon, the comic, or perhaps the thought-balloon, speech-balloon, or Video Game- Since we are thinking stealth action Ninja-Priest, or Vampire Hunter T, or something else. Detroit Rock City. School of Rock. Rock of Ages. Saint’s & Sages. Saint & Knight. Knight-Light. Second Sight. The ‘Nun of Satan’ comes forward, and says a few words through her veil. “Do you need help” She asks. “No, we’re fine.” He says. The Other He yells. “Help!” Hey. The devil turns back to me, I tap him on the chin and he looks up to the heaven, the apex where God is supposedly found. He looks down, from two angels burning in a bath, to a boiling fountain, bubbling brother, tree of blood.

Now this is strange. A ‘Center of Pestilence?” The stalwart pugilist, St. Pugnacius. Church of St. Pugnacious, and Loyola, and Mt. Hood. Carmel, or Caramel. The fat kid wants a Klondike bar. He will do anything. Kill anyone, for a Klondike bar.

The Giant drops the cop. and, now docile, turns obediently to face his new master. He is given the treat. Well, Mistress, we should say. The guy calls me, Doc. I think he means Dog. I think he knows something I don’t. I Return to my skrying pool, or crystal gazing for another long moment, and glare at the reflection of my face. First, I think I have curly hair, am I Caliban? Do I resemble the Fallen Lucifer, or Demiurge, or Logos, or is it just the eyes? Nevermind! How did vanity become narcissism? Nevermind! He definitely does not want to talk. The two angels are absorbed into the First Fallen Club-Circuit. The Giant must be Nephillim, or perhaps, some secret group. “Who’s feet are mightier than the barren stone?”

The Ninja, laughing inwardly, strolls out into the clearing, to check the car, after the man has gone back into the house. He sits there watching people practically every day. There is a park just across from a row of houses. We wonder, but we never really know if this stuff happens in reality, or what. Well, some of it is certain, but very little. It’s easy to lose the thread, especially when you feel threatened, or actually lose something important to you, be it your wife, or your head, or even just your temper. One has to manage such things more efficiently in the future. No doubt.

The Whistlers all fall upon the giant, are riding it, like vultures on a tree. It takes fewer than Seven to hold the beast firmly, but it’s punch, it’s tremendous strong arm, is very powerful. Very powerful. This arm too is held fast, extended, the Great Beast here is perfectly under control. The Mistress locks the controls, as it were, with a slim bracelet, something like a silver chain, and the mechanism of the device, which is known only to the inner circle of the
Cult, I presuppose it. The giant is just the same man, again. Ordinary, Mortal, and back in the Hospital. The psyche ward, most likely. Once a One hath tasted The Madness, it never really goes away, does it?

He, Edgar Allen Poe, or whomever, is sitting there, clutching his head, his shaggy dark head of hair, in his hands. Syco-Skitzo, whatever. *Sniff* The dogs are sniffing around, near the floor. They found a hole in the earth, by the swampy area. One points it’s paw. There is also a cave. The Cop is using his flashlight. He is dressed in a slicker, poncho, Earth-tones. The hounds are his own. He has a companion now. His second lieutenant jogs into join him at the sight, after he himself whistled loudly, a brisk jog, becomes a trot, canter, not full gallop… Just pace yourself. She kissed my ears, the sweet little pixie-fairy, but she smoked all these drugs, All the time. Snorted them too. This isn’t good for a Cop, or a Military man, but she was his own child, his own mother, or sister, he loved her.

Now we are all confused. There was another gulp. This one could smell himself, like he was a reptile, tasting blood in his own mouth, not his own, surely. He really cared, too, mind you. He checked his gullet, his billet, what is that? What is this? Bullets and hypertext. Hacking the Divine. Unseely. Next page, new article. He goes home and reads the paper, especially the funny pages. Only reads half of one comic. The Caption, the headline, grabs his attention. He has to go to work. No more coffee or cereal. Good breakfast, dear. Kiss, kiss! She will take the kids to school then go shopping, He knows. Nothing could possibly be wrong or go wrong. No way, no how. Not in this line of duty. He stayed in school, went strait to college, then the military perhaps, then the police force? His family loves him, his wife and two kids. What a nice little home, a nice life they have together! His kids would never ever do anything Wrong. No way, no how. How perfect! Peachy, ain’t it? Idyllic? I’m confused, right?

Back to the mental hospital, the patient, criminally insane, mind you, is in special prison confinement. This is hardly fun, but he’s a dangerous, villainous madman, or at least suspected, or believed by some, to be this kind of evil, wicked, horrible, crazy person. Right? No. He is just sick, unwell, ill… The nurses suspect, he is actually the victim of a conspiracy, I think.

I sit across the aisle from and row behind behind the fat kid. I sit across from him in the auditorium, or the cafeteria, or the lecture hall, sometimes I sit up top and way behind him. My girlfriend comes in a sits next to me, as usual. I got there first and saved her seat. The Fatkid, yea he’s the one they all picked on growing up throughout grade school and junior high, high school, and even now in college. Sure, he acts normal enough. He’s strange though. He might like reading some pulp fiction, or masturbate to internet porn, or who knows, he could be a creepy stalker! Skies no limit for Fatkid speculation. Damn. Stereotyping- using both hands. Just kidding. Fatkid is one of my best friends. I always stuck up for him. Madman is my brother. He’s alright. Not crazy or evil, either one of them. I should be a cop, nah, I’m just a normal, ordinary civilian. No military. No wife, or kids, not a real business man. Not even a ninja. Just imaginative and trying to create an interesting psychodrama. That’s all…. Whew…. So… These creatures? Omagi, Nary a one is real. Go to sleep.

~EPB.

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Libran Apocalypse & Revelation

October 16, 2012 //

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Care Sorors & Fraters,

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.

~For the likes of the ACLU, Habitat for Humanity, the SPCA, the UN, Love-Unity & the World-Family, Citizens of the World, the Galactic Council, Universal Brotherhood & Order, light, peace, benedictions, and love under will.

Writing, biting, smiting, fighting, cantankerous louts- routed, bout face, fall from grace, disgrace the human race, one taste- sip, tip and suck a swollen lip, or a nip, take this bottle, coddle the baby, take up the paddle, the ladle, the cradle- to battle, to arms, two warriors, serious, carriers, harriers, leery, looping, winding, wend about naked and mad, on the way up the hill, try not to spill the beans, or open the can of worms, do not spread the germs- check the gums, sign the check, check the mark, the spot, the space-ark. “No fight is the central teaching.” “First, do no harm.” “Physician, heal thyself.” “Know thyself.” “Who am I?” ‘The stops as thou wilt.’

Now the great mediator, plays referee, reduced to a game, to make sport or light, or fun of the no-fight. Let there be peace between us, brothers, and sisters too. One of the twins could be female, the other male, and both valiant, vigorous, glorious, resplendent, not despondent either. No bother, no need for greed. Lust for life, a life rife with strife, becomes exaltation, with brief pause it gives me, a moment’s notice, the slightest hesitation- and I ‘watch the space between two breaths.’ The ’shocks & breaks’ of this vehicle, even if it were a lander, a rover, a probe on wings and wheels, with rocket propulsion, but we can do yet better, my friends, my family, my forebears, my countrymen, kinsmen, cohorts, companions, partners, and aught else of you.

Reductionist theory, into practice, called then a Praxis, and not without the material basis of the working, the great secret. The secret chiefs, the secret police, the papers presented, the house rented, despair can quite be-gone.

A low moan, a desperate sort, the type that ventures to unearth and exhibit something, transformative- whatever we might cautiously exercise, considering the negative pole, the context-sensitive nature of this great beast, called man, and what is right, fitting, proper, true, and real- ‘be goodly therefor.’

The hallmark, the caste and class, race and sex, simplicity itself, is God, and science is always and ever an Ism. The Inviolable Sanctity of Mind, my sons and daughters, my dearly departed, ancestors and descendants, devotees & worshipers, who know these idols, and the one true God- The All-in-One & The One-In-All, also the Three-in-One, or Unity-In-Duality, and the Great Work proceeds undaunted, unhindered; unstoppable force guides and governs, as matters of health, self-worth, importance- ‘Intentional Suffering’ to bring you from folly to wisdom. The witch or wizard, the mistress or master, the female and the male, the seed and the fruit, and that which nourishes all created life- Life itself, synonymous with Heaven, keeper of all Knowledge- Goddess & God, the law of light, love, life, liberty, and thought! Who objects?

The maker, creator, creatrix, governor & governess, duke & duchess, Lady-Lord, we might call ‘the miracle of the one thing’ a merger with the absolute. A prayer, a play upon the lute, or lyre-celestial, of this upon the stage of the world, the preparations are made-

It’s what we call the God-World, Nobility, Causation-Cessation. Sometimes, pulling out all stops- the devil may care, come what may, come hell or high water, no worry. No mercy, either, no quarter. God may reward or punish according his will, and in this sense God is depicted as masculine, but is not without the feminine aspect. There is confusion, commotion, corrosion, corruption, contentions, commitment, comment, quotient, quorum, quarantine, quick! Celerity, certainty, civility, humility, modesty, a modicum of self-control, the self-possessed, o self of myself! Thou who art I, etc! Rubric! Vide Supra, Vide Infra! ‘As above, so below, and as below, so above.’ ‘Heaven is in Earth, as Earth as in Heaven.’ ‘God is in Man, as Man is in God.’ Microcosm & Macrocosm, the law of Duality- Essential Duality- it is or isn’t, both-and, either-or, neither-nor. Hence, Duality meets with triplicity, but ever represents a unity. Love is Unity. ‘The Universal law is love.’ God is Love, some say. Bismallah, mash Allah. Soon, we will rectify this situation.

Abet, Abutment, I abhor violence. Harmlessness is the way. I follow the Ox. The Ox is thought, and action follows thought, as energy follows thought, herr director. The chief of all, the all in all, the self-other dichotomy, the oneness of self & environment- Love-Unity. Lord 13, Lady-Lord, circle of 12, or 24, and master of time, the benignity of time, the Urn of Saturn, the planet of time & repose. The quickening, the Lord of the Mystic Writing, the Master of Will, of Love-Wisdom, of Ceremonial Order, and even the 8^th sphere. Om Aim Klim. Om Ah Hum Vajra Guru Padme Sidhe hum. Om Mani Padme Hum. Om Tare Tutare Ture Svaha. O.M. Hari-Om. INRI. ROIR? R.

The Head, the point, the High Point, the most High God, the most holy ancient one, the ancient of days. The Metatronized, Boy, Enoch, Prophet, seer, soothsayer, priest of the princes, pastor, profuse giver, truth-telling brother, forth-speaker of mentu, I am thy Theban, o Mentu! Will not thy servant sink? Slave of the Beauteous one, Liberator, possessor and defender in faith, father of the mob & the multitude, first father! Primordial self, original person, divine avatar and incarnation, Ascendit Deus! Amor Vincet Omnia. Love, Only. Angel of Mystery, of wheels, of W. Logos, Learning, Listen! Lord, L. Laughter! R. Rapterous, refiner’s fire! Roaring as a lion! Baptizer, birth, brother! (Not to) Beg, borrow & steal- no more suffering, provides an alternative, an answer to every question, a solution to every problem, and puts in a correction whenever needed. Authority, Sincerity, genuine, sacrosanct, pact, part & parcel of the divine, immediate & transcendent- Loyalist, Merit & Liability are Pans in thy hands, protein chains, of spirit & Septenary! Division, dissolution, diminution, digression, daughter, dollars to donuts… Safe Bet, no contest.

Terse, toward, tear-jerker, beef-jerky, salted, pickled, you name it, you want it; you got it. The Naming convention, nama-rupa (name-form) and all the Indian- Oh self of myself! Thou who art I! Come!

Caught in the coils of the stooping dragon, the mortal wound of the great beast is healed, and he bleats like a little lamb, which Mary had. I had it! I Knew it! “The woman’s seed should bruise the serpent’s head.” Circumference, runs interference, and she is not found. Non-Aggression & Non-Interference pact, by the wisdom of Solomon, or Suleimon the Great-Magnificent, I pray God. Hercules, Krishna, Hero of the Soul, Mind & Body, who would rip, rend, etc. to restore is the great work. Healing & Liberation, or something- put to a good end. The story goes, the Alpha & Omega, point blank, the 24^th part of a moment, urgency, intimation, intention, sworn investment, player of games, winner of contests, even thou that defies a law, replaces it with a higher one, and thus achieves commitment to excellence, and enduring triumphs forever, no man, no master. Arise! I stir thee up, and from motion to stillness. I adore you. Namaste. Hari Om. INRI. Ath-Hua-Ani, etc. Jah, Jeheshua, Jerusalem-Mecca, Jehovah-Allah. Reductionist theory, memorandum, in memoriam, RIP- Rune, Radiant, Resplendent, Glorious One, Ineffable Name, inexhaustible, inexpressible, incomprehensible unity, lord and lover of my soul, dare I say, mind & body, me, myself & I & I. Jah know, Jah Bless. One Love. What else?

Words slithering across a page, a page fluttering in the wind, it stops to staunch a wound with its paper, becomes a wad of gore, yet miraculously heals the infamous, inglorious, yet ingenious, informative sort, inveigled, as it were, of a worthier sort, of wonder and awe, a lone wanderer, a Jew, an Honest Man, a pure saint, sage and seer, sincere, stoic, stalwart, handy, dandy gent, good man, good sense, good heart, goodwill toward all, good times, purest and noblest intentions, desiring desirelessness? Absurdist.

Everyone’s Friend, we call him. Savior, Redeemer, and Great Mediator, Mentor, even Master, as befits a teacher, a healer, a Great Soul. There is a revival, a rebuttal, a retrieval in order, a rear order, a visionary, the visage of a grand vizier, the grand master, a grand poobah, or wizard or dragon or something-else, something-or-other. A question of balance, a time for sacrifice, a warning, warding, guarding, a guessing game, a sly or shy grin, a grimace, grit, gruel- growing like a tree, the gardener, scrivener, S. statistically, staples of the diet, stacks neat and orderly sequence, dreamer. Dialog about Dis & Hel. Healing?

Complains of an ache, confusion- coordination of the hand & eye, one quicker than the other, and too fast to see, a studied and practiced action- activities of the hive, nest-building, the master builders of the world, the spiral architect, the somber mood and momentous occasion, mentation, mensuration, measurement, it goes without incident. Inquiry- iniquity, inquest, indirect and passive, enclave, entourage, exhorts the companions, export quality, (no) extortion racket, combat ready, requisite arsenal, personnel, training camp, industry, forward base, routine drills, (no) solitary confinement, isolation, alienation, ostentatious displays, gifts, offerings, presentations, parlance, dialect of the day, of the region, vicinity, precinct, prefecture, parliamentary procedure, passwords, crossed swords, spear of ritual, he resigns and steps down in dignity.

Hemorrhage, camouflage, confidence man, confederacy, contents under pressure, vacuum packed, signed, sealed & delivered. Lackadaisical, a bird like a lapwing, rinse & repeat, wash & wear. Use once and destroy, this message will self-destruct. I, Robot- I, center of the universe, am neither one nor the other, but am above, behind, before, beyond, and in all, as such is an unknown quality, undefined by plaintiff word, or worsted, bested, brag & boast- we’ll turn this boat around in the eddying vortex, my little son. So we sail around the Whirlpool, fearlessly. Armed to the teeth, armature, nomenclature, clandestine activity, of alien origin, a specie of fascination, fixation of the mind bordering on obsession, relenting in hot pursuit? A new recruit, who wants results, the rest is details, and there’s always a bigger picture, and there can be nothing wrong with the picture itself. Reality is High-res, hi-fi, hi-def… Hi.

Humors, attendant act in accordance, attenuated, activity ardent, taking all in stride, min-max, mic-mac, we probe, P. Passion play, paradisiacal, pro-noia, over-standing, effervescent, ebullient, effulgent self of myself, source and origin of all things, creator, preserver maintain us! Maintainer, preserve us! Destroyer… decider, decode & decrypt, denote & connote, be quick! Parsing, grok, as in grasp, Gorgeous, better than silver or gold, precious stones, or even an infinite shower of sparks, something else yet better. We negotiate, and navigate. Wine, women, song- seams, stiches, tailors, tunes, confetti, balloons, party, Pardoner, pensioner, misericordia, Miserere Mei Deus- Don, who will neither bow nor scrape before men, fates, money, gods, or any fear, failure, sorrow, corruption, corrosion, or anything which binds, or blinds, but liberates, heals, loves unconditionally, knows intimately, accepts, attends, serves, sanctions, governs, guides, guards, curries favor, represents freedom, and love, compassion abiding, symbolic representation, personal legend, beast-story, breast of the dove, non-killing, non-stealing, non-lying, and over assorted ignorance, the nonsensical- the liturgical word, wands, a withering glance, a sort of growth, or mutation, no more cattle mutilation or alien abduction, no more the raven, the rue morgue, the red rum, the wheel and woe.

Nerves lead to the eye, anatomically correct, and figments of the imagination, lunacy, uncanny x-factor, chaos theory, praxeology, gerontology, geraniums, gargantuan, strong and the immortal fire. Fiber in your diet, mud, ooze, organ donation, grinder, hoagie, hero, gyro, Heroditus, Hectares, Hoary Headed, Heavenly Host, Humongous, H. Happiness!? Home, Hope, Hale & Hearty, Heather- the flower, the fluid, the purifying fire, the twin-flame, the law of flux & reflux, the fan, the furnace, the force- the find, F. Forty years, finishing touch, fashion statement, fortitude, fortunate son. Forward, march! Foil of the cobra, code red, crumbling cookies, vegetable, shew-bread, shew-stone of the wise, philosopher’s stone, vitriol, azoth, Mantra.

The tables turn, the tides of man, of blood, the pumping and beating, to sit for development, to pay the rent, or rent to own, or own and rent, the time & tides wait for No-Man. He must rise & shine. The flour becomes dough becomes bread. The bun in the oven, the word of God, or lost word which is a Name, which is identical with the Being, and declarative of itself, the stele of revealing itself, and that of the abomination of desolation, by the numbers, the digits, it’s dialed in, live and direct, view & listen! Aye! Vide well, my little brothers!

Vision & Voice, reward, return on investment, capital or capitol eclipse, what is this? Better than the worm, the weird, the way- the universe is self-perfecting, the Earth is self-aware, protecting. We cop to copper, tops & tones, the lithe & lissome, the watcher listens. Wait a while, it will worsen, it will best, it has worsted, and better yet, better still, a better bet! It’s better with butter. Mint, fresh and new, coin of the realm, man’s ruin- his undoing, works out his own salvation, salivating, slaving, a perpetual wave-form, standing, stones, I am a stick, I say to myself, O self of myself! Thou who art I! Come! Visit me in peace! I love you! I yearn to you! I adore you in the song! To Me! Come away, but not your noises. Come away, but not your vials, or viols. Be friendly unto me, for I am the same, your God, true worshiper of the highest. Make us possessors of undefiled knowledge, thou strong seer-of-things, strong & the immortal fire! Hearken & remember! Hold, harden! Abrahadabra. Aumgn, ha.

The opposite of opposite, the same- a singular pronoun, for simplicity’s sake, for the sake of argument, the forbidden fruit, the politics of desire, and the body-politic. The hand that feeds, it also rocks the cradle. The pound of flesh, the prevention, the mother of invention, and memory, and her daughters, lovely tresses, dresses, dances, dining, depth, breadth & scope, syncope, synapse, syntax, statement of purpose & intent unbending, unyielding, or the untoward untouchable underling, beneath the contempt of even regard, nigh unto an orangutan, or what rhymes with orange?

Pour, poor & unfit, legitimate heir, heritage, heartland, homestead, hearth- dearth-plethora, perplexity, perfunctory, preamble, circumambulation, gyration, costume, intake & consumption, honorable mention, booby prize, a trap, small consolation, kind appraisal and consideration, cremation ground, conviction, C. Silence is nobler than speech, a golden goose, and good for the gander, a gaggle- a golem, a goner, misnomer- meandering, philanderer! Pandering pawn, puck, prawn of Poseidon- Staff of Hermes, Lyre of Apollo, also Chariot and Bow or Owl, Wolf, Wyvern, Chimera, Manticore, Mushroom consciousness, mycelium- a view from miles above, stellarium, abecedarian, antinomian, antecedent, postulate, predominant, lap of luxury, licentious! Lewd, crude & obscene- even the Rabbi, even tempered, level headed, clear. Rebbe, Selah.

Peace unto the quarters! Wisdom unto the ages! Sumerian-Babylonian, Greco-Roman, Judeo-Christian- from this we can deduce, reduce, elusive fragment, slag, stalactites, magma, mercurial triad, triage, triumvirate, invertebrate, inveterate paralysis, pissing contest, nolo contender. Importune, impugn, ingratiate, in gratis. Ignorance is bliss-conscious-awareness, the act of the fool is wise, no? no! Thinks thou so? ‘As a man thinketh… so he is!’ Think, thought- thank the think-tank for the brain children. Thoughts are things, and actions follow, as does energy, hence we love in our mind, the whole universe in our minds, and invariably, all is one, that one is all. What margin of error, what mercy this- incommensurable, delight! A dour look, a haughty look, of hubris, and the time-glass returns, the ageless wisdom, the tree of life, death & knowledge, my friends- ‘there is no dread in the hereafter’ and I quote he, venerable sir, I am He!

He said, piss & vinegar, vim & vigor, feasting, fasting, forming, founding, folding, launching, loosening the bounds, lightening the girders of the soul, and I am He! He said, emphatically. Following in the footsteps, riding on the coat-tails, sitting on the shoulders of giants- and ‘ME’ inverted is ‘WE.’ ‘Demon est Deus inversus’ Invariably, inevitably, inarguably, incontestable, sure beyond faith, beyond the shadow of a doubt, interested, intrigued, intellect intact, intense focus, and the sharks frenzy with chum, and the dum-dums blow the do-dos away, and the aliens have a museum, a zoo, a herd of humans? Like a gaggle of geese, should we call it a pack-animal, man? ‘Be not animal! Refine thy rapture!’ Then we hang upon the world-tree for 9 days, two more than it took to create the whole world, we hang there and learn the secret. 9 days in free-fall, three for each of three worlds, from zenith to nadir, incommensurable, inexplicable, indeed- inebriation, intoxication, indentured servitude, ‘beware, o my soul, inaction!’

Newton gives a fig, an apple falls upon his head, and perched there precariously, is shot through by an arrow or a bullet in these times, or laser, or nothing at all. There it is, give yourself options, always give yourself an out, and have an exit strategy, a contingency plan, a backup for emergencies, and expect the unexpected- right? The righteous is the foundation of the world, the light of the world, who loves all, who sees, no-difference, and speaks in the voice of the chief seer, a chariot, a grail, a lance, a beacon, a battlement, a frontier, the source & origin of all things, the ground of all being, the matrix of creation, and such, someone says something about ‘breaking the game of creation’ We bring them up to speed, the leaders of industry and science, the ministry of power & information, perhaps. The ministry of truth, of Man, of Earth- and not without the feminine principle, either. Balance & Harmony in all things, the balance of righteousness and truth- a redundancy in the system, a binary system, binary comp- a knight called Sir, a Lord, my Liege, the lady of my heart, hearth & home, such matters, domicile, domesticity, no duplicity. Assured success, complete success, supreme ritual, great rite, supreme attainment, accomplishment of the great work- endeavor on, farewell to erstwhile companions, and company halt! Here we make camp, break bread, take turns at watch, to rest for the night.

Someone else says, ‘Carpe Noctem!’ healing the shadow, the dwarf, the child, the female and male, healing & liberation, the great symbol, the pairs of hands, eyes, kidneys, gonads, everything be sworn, to the good, at least, for the duration of this soul-mind-body, I remind you constantly of your oath & vow, reviewing your karma, releasing you, forgiving you, but these are ‘grave mysteries’ consider ‘dire heresies’ anathema, baneful, uncomfortable at best, discomfiting, stress becomes duress, ache becomes hurt, becomes anguish- but hark, languor, laughter, lo! Three men, three kings, three cauldrons, heaps or bundles, joy to the world, rework, rewire, revise, reinstate, not renege, nor revenge, but I forgive as I may, another avenges, sin’s a good man’s brother. Restriction, a burden, oh, bosoms! Bonnets, baskets, attaché, accoutrement, a tout le monde! Mon dieu! Bon homie, bon voyage!

Bondage & Liberation, the source & origin of all things, causation/cessation, sense-relation, creation-destruction, compunction, must function, act, functionary, sack the offensive, stack defense, pretense, Hortense, our lovely gardener, eyed from the window, outside, staccato bursts, pianissimo, a prowler, the cat, and burglar, or little butter thief, or he who comes as a thief in the night, you know not when, or the thus-come-one, everyone’s friend, Lord 13 and handler of the serpent T. We call him O. Orgone accumulator, war-engineer, chooser of islands, he is like Krishna to our Arjuna, or some such. We know not. WE again become ME, and I am suddenly alone, my moment of at-one-ment, on the day of be-with-us.

So with a pioneering and adventurous spirit, to go! Go on! Eventually leaves the quadrangle of the pyramidal structure, the quatrains of the tetragrammaton, and through all quaternaries of quaternaries, comes to the apex, the junction or juncture, the simile and metaphor, the physic and metaphysic, Ian, we may call him. Chaplain, charioteer, champion of the underdog, of the good and worthy, noble causes, pure of intention and spirit, impeccable man, circumspect, fortuitous, a legend in his own mind, in his own right, self-made, he himself calls to the yoga of the absolute, of synthesis, and so forth, this cry or call, of air or aethyr, and one-pointedly, passes through the gateless gate, into superlative absorption, the activating principle, the knower of the field, of precepts, of law, order, master of himself, alone- imperator, impedes, impels, imperious air, emperor of the stars, gaunt and emaciated, wanders through the wastes, wondering.

A dog whimpers in the dark, cold, though a fire blazing trails, makes way for passage, heralding ‘coming good’ becomes better and best, then great to the greatest, three times over, and evil is the servant of good, and is cast away, purged and redeemed, in some sense. A metallurgy is conducted, for the forge of pure will, that fiery volcan, so-called. My Birthday is One Month from Today, a prime, 37. Currently, the clock says 3:33pm. Time passes. Ships pass in the night. Someone is snoring. Someone is making love. Someone is being born, someone is dying. So much is happening right this instant, if we could only be aware, and know this, certainly, a fool, the company of fools or wolves, a ship of fools, a ship called ‘Constitution’ a club called ‘Independence’ A holy grail called ‘Civilization’ within which are all dualities. Swords & Spears, Snakes & fire, Women & Spices, incense, perfume, love-songs, dance, work, revel, reveal, behold! What sorcery is this? Love under will, oh ye second of the first. Sons of the Sons, of light, a further secret which hath not been revealed, another seal, prophet, pythoness, oracular divination, sensation, scintillating many-splendored thing, one-thing, sight, light, strength, glorious, as has been variously described, suggested or required, no deposit, no return, no retreat, no surrender, never give up, never give in, never say never again… Never suffer fools; bear slurs valiantly. Never forget a kindness, never betray a trust.

The Laws of Correspondence & Commonality, the Law of One & Autonomy, of Love, of Strength, of the Fortress, and ‘The Mysteries’ Muses, amusements, history, regrettable incidents, inconceivable majesty, comedy & tragedy, a travesty, the scarecrow is next to the knight, they talk. Armor crunches through the swishing grass, advancing, prepared, menacing, but gleaming in the sun, resplendent, exuberant, expiration, aspirant- this is necessary segment, a golden section, a saddle for the steed, the stallion, the stoic, stalwart, steadfast man, or woman, we know not, but they seem fearless. What is their secret? I will never Tell, Sir William. My overtures are romantic, cleverly, cautionary tales, a word to the wise is sufficient, a warning, for whom the bell tolls.

There is a survey, a poll, a tax and a toll, a sort of ghost, the doubts that haunt, the corpse- or corpus really, a body of knowledge, and inertial, sympathetic understanding, an understatement, an advance notice, and a bit of payment, with gratitude, a trust created, established, embellished, emblazoned, what with gold for stone, to sharpen such a process, and make progress, in threshing, wraps, winding, lashing, dash, mad-cap, barely noticing cramps or bloating, minor aches & pains, nor lets the muscle atrophy, or sticks with atropine arterial, anterior, posterior, antecedent, succedent, anomalous, egregious, agrarian, agrimony, parsimony, Parzifal, our Knight-Errant.

Begins again, anew, refresher course in A-Z, in several languages, but this matters little presently, combustion, confectioner’s sugar, conventions of magpies, and the peanut gallery- Camaraderie, Companionship, Commission, connection, C. The Charade, the sham, the debauchery, perhaps, charlatanism, chicanery or chivalry- a chopping block waits with patience. Rubbish, refuse, a ruse, memory and water retention, center of detention, self-discipline recommended, defended the good, like a Bodhisattva, a disciple, an apostle, a student, an employee, a retainer, a guide, to marshal the forces, to muster, to rally them, to rout the enemy! To root them out, weed out and destroy, wait them out, smoke them out, casting them away! I give it due process, due diligence, to the devil his due, in thy sight o Lord, mine omnipotent God, do I pray for mine operation, for who is like the Lord of virtues, most powerful over all who be in his army, and thus truly my beloved Emanuel? Who is like God, the light of god, the healing rays, the lord of the rays, the razor of Occam, the Golden Fleece, the flutes of Pan & Krishna, in concert. I wander, I wonder. I want and hunger. I thirst. I love, I yearn, I wax ecstatic, poetic. The Moon waxes. I yawn, yodel for me. Blow thy horn, Gabriel.

A chip off the old block, but not on the shoulder, a load bearing hip, a half-measure, a little slip of a girl, grouse, Tao of Spiritual Alchemy & Universal Harmony. Seedlings, rank & station, contender, bartender, goal tending, travelling, we call her Constance today, but she is all virtue, and all names of such, as such she precedes todays endeavor, so light, lively, luscious, delicately, maturely, sensitively, sincerely, and intently, to me, provocatively, She may be called Sophia, of the lucid interval, of the space & duration, the very soul of the world, the little world, the word of regeneration, four-fold, mystic, wonderful, and leading to that which is beyond, thou knowest! Thou goest! Hail!

A conscript, subscription, prescription, proscription, a proselyte, Not, as the dog may be called, a rose by any other name, and the answer is always ‘Because.’ Perhaps, Supposedly, Most Assuredly! Trust, for apprehension, comprehension, these hold sway, leisurely, rhapsody, stanzas, strains of celestial music, in the elevator to the moon, perhaps, perhaps, mayhap, mishap- misshapen fiends, and half-formed faces arose, and we held the point of most contention unto a period, indicative of termination, Terminus, so-called. It was, as the kids say, ‘On.’ Oh, I’m huge in Japan, too.

Greetings, Space-Brothers! Magi, forgotten ones, hidden and unknown Gods, hail. Friction, fusion, flicking a cigarette, but not littering, no loitering, no soliciting, law-abiding, and God is with US, and this is my peace, my peace I give you. So, come. Stay if you will, go if you must, but let peace be between us. Let love be between us. Let communication in truth pass between us, for what is best for all concerned, and those affected, those sore-afflicted, and even the demented, lost souls, scoundrels, council of the wise, civil unrest, an unruly sort, best & brightest, best of all possible worlds, may the Great Sifter & World Teacher meet, a summit, summum bonum, magnum opus, and other spells, mantras, signs & rituals, and what not, and what have you. I’m told the blessing is a curse, and the curse of a grade, but we might not get terribly specific yet, only keep you in suspense, suspension of Judgment and disbelief, my friends.

Voice-Hearer, Stream-Enterer, Hearer of Cries, Oh, the Gods in the Valley, the Mountain, the Vault, the Godhead, the King, the quality of Life! The human condition, the humdrum conundrum, the status-quo, keeping up with the Jones, their Love-Jones, rank, station, order, file, procession, proceeds, benefit concert, Calamity Jane, John Doe, Anon- Abba, Patriarch, Petunia, Posies, Personality-Magnetic, aught & aught-not. Contraction, contradiction in terms, a bundle of contradictions, indictment, indecent exposure, like overexposure in terms of light, photo, solar rays, and a fig leaf, a cloverleaf, a little bit of overlap, runs laps around, and so far behind he thinks he’s first. Hail! Skips’ Town, Dodge City, Sin City, Windy city, winsome lass, loner, land, ho!

Hermit, Lover & Man of Earth, in no particular order save that of the Thelemite, ahoy! So be it, that you enjoy it. ‘I will endure unto the end.’ No end in sight, ‘One Star in Sight!’ ‘Insight Meditation’ spends 15 minutes labeling everything, and filing it away for future reference. He gets deferential treatment, but nobody is jealous in the least. He has banished wrath, and composed the seven into a fourfold regimen. Behold! We will skip to his Lou, my darlings. Follow the leader, the primary servant, and the argument once square becomes circular, circularity of forms, circulating the energy bodies, and the pain Goes Away. Never to return, we know not. We set up a brick-bat to be worshiped, and prepared a place of destruction for the worshipers of the planets. Lo! Now he sits in the director’s chair, or in the booth of the producer, or he wanders the towns, villages, cities, countryside, farms, grottoes, ravines, rivers, and all parts of the world, my friends. Hear & Remember! Hold & Release! “I am He!”

“He strikes the galling fetter from the slave’s throat” in honor of this Aquarian Age, this Aeon of Horus, Kosmon Era, Pegasus, or whatever, the time is now. The eternal now, and way of the eternal child, becoming at length adolescent and eventually adult, to the tune of millions of years, in a car called millions of years, this should suffice, and be self-sufficient, sir. Self-indulgent, self-loving or self-loathing, one might choose to be abstemious, in self-remembering, self-observation, or with the power of self-analysis, seated on a mat of plaited grass of the Mad Arab, perhaps in Timbuktu, or Katmandu, but what would or should a Cat-Man Do? He would be me, and I would you. Perhaps, Mayhap, May be so, or Not.

It is because, we have made ‘He’ the Star, and every man and every woman is a star, and every number is infinite, there is no difference, and let no difference be made amongst you between any one thing and any other, for thereby cometh hurt- but whoso avail in this, let him be chief of all, and love is the law, and so on, and so forth- but I paraphrase, and cabalistic I appropriate the means & ways, the measure of all things, of form & proportion, to guide, guard, garner, gird up the loins, and grin, not grimace, my prince of countenances, his visage, stern or jovial, mercurial, martial, venereal, and Solar, et al. Latin, Teutonic, Universal, he wields a sword of song, he sings the Song of Songs, and I am enchanted, captivated, I come undone, and find release, but I digress.

What wilt thou? What do you want? Ah! What is this? What meaneth this, o prophet? Who am I, and what shall be the sign? Sometimes the question is the answer, like lies of truth, a germ or seed, or grain of truth, but this would surely bloom and blossom into the very fruit and flower of truth, from a mustard seed of faith, a dust-mote, a molecule, an atom, or something behind, beyond, between, above, within & without, through a ‘cloud of unknowing’ or a ‘guide to the perplexed’ if you slog through, praise you!

Relaxing into the spirit of the letter, could lead become gold? We might skip some bits about pauper & prince, and undoing or becoming, or the Greatest Story Ever Told, so-called. We might reiterate, quote, reference, refute, deny or accept, as so much of the illimitable, illumined thought, admits and allows, possibility, potentiality, portent, omens, sanctions, similarities, success, or fly fishing, drought, famine, plague, lullabies, lamentations, lore, verisimilitude, fourth-vertical, fourth-wall, fourth-way, weaving, craft, cartoon, cartons, caution tape, carte blanche, ‘noir et blanc et rouge partout’ or Laissez-faire, or whatever. Denouement, mise-en-scène, fin. Alors Toujours.

Love is the Law, Love under will.

Fr. X, EPB, Arizen 136

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Mother, May I?

May 12, 2012 //

I swear to God I just saw a UFO over Annapolis! It looked like a single round red balloon- I thought it was a balloon someone let go, but then another one appeared out of the sky- out of the blue! it moved in a different way- more stationary- then a third one joined them! they began to move together- I ran in for my phone- to get a camera- came back and they were all gone!! FREAKY!

the creative genius is a bit bent, sensitive but scratching, that a post, a constant plank, a prank, a cranky old goat, a gang-star or maybe a binary, or blue dwarf- in Hindustan- is Global- knows commodities, knows the commode- follows tangents like spider’s silk- to silkworms- ah, the silk trade- something with tensile strength, akin to the insect kingdom- is not your consciousness, is not my conscience? looks at the duck face, and pities the foo’ because a T is a cross- and world gets crossed, but this is a blessing? Spends time in the animal kingdom, learning- feels anger as energy, not emotion- dwells in the heart, sometimes- sits behind the eyes, watching, as it were, the Watchmen- but not really- questions reality- a crackpot- a savior makes the shells vanish, the cheesy ones- grins like a fool, like a skull- sees with the mind, and through it as though it were cheese cloth, a mere screen- and this becomes anything, anywhere- is quite surprising- when working- often refuses to work, or does it’s own thing, like- the mind has a mind of it’s own- likes signs, and hanging various signs out- to represent the inside- behind the door, inside a drawer- crossed words, nor S-Words- prey, God of War, protect thy servant- but this an imposition, or a lesson- a big question, the crown of all- the knowledge of Life, as it were.

High Initiation, or infatuation, distraction, made ready, with garments, and flowers, Spring Time, the return of Xochipilli- Infanticide, regicide, fratricide, mattress hide, Mother’s Day is tomorrow- the 13th- We think May, Mother May I? The Grays, the geezers, sitting on their thrones, she says Portal Potty- A grotto, desperation, mankind’s salvation, salivation, ancient Wisdom- teeth like daggers, made of stone- petrified bone- walled into cavern- observing the pattern, of energy- commotion- further communication links disabled, veteran’s society- modesty as decency of purpose- you are a porpoise- or maybe a gull…

Having a ball- those seals are trainable- rattle your cage, check your gauge- temps, the heater is broken- destroyed, leaving only this token- deployed, from the Mothership- a swarm- like they nesting, their minds bristling, no fear- sentries, Saints preserve us- like jam, or do you like jelly? Preserves, of some apricot or cherry- fruit, we like delicious strawberry fields forever, Blue velvet, Velvet Elvis- we like art and textiles- now you are one with the Alien Mind.

Lilypad, Lotus, Frog in a pond, with your golden ball & your little crown, I see a cross- across a chasm, a vast wide gulf- of space- like the ocean, or oceanic- silly, thoughts are Titanic- sometimes a Sub, marine core sandwich, of meat and metal, with mustard, the Colonel- Cluster bombs or headaches, paint by numbers- the laser’s on you.

Lock key tumblers, roll to incriminate- like dice, like eyeballs- in a cup, a drinking binge, you roll with the punches, drunken monkey, master of disaster, marauder- the beacons light your way, like so many lesser lights streaming out underneath a gargantuan- huge giant like, bestial? Pivotal machinery, explanation please- concatenation, dissemination, dissertation, presentation- productivity, proclivity- the meaning of words, in order or sequence, how random?

The Crystal Skulls, the Goblets, dancers, lash out Prancer’s rainbow dialect, defect detect reject, connect collect, collate- coffers overflow or overturn- return on investment, brokers broke, choke on smoke- smog bowl, mongoloid bowl cut, noodles for supper- the barbeque- shrimp scampi, flambé, flamberge- a great flaming sword, distorts the picture- crack tube, another tube-top, bridal equation, equestrian, saddle up sidelong glance, long legs and lashes, whip crack- horizon, settlement, decay, decline, define, determine- nestling, shouldering a load, holstering deadly aim, black widow’s bite, maker of salvation, dripping jaws evaluation, sentiment, regurgitation, get the baby a bib, we’re having lobster, holy mackerel they’re sentient!

Rodent, rhododendron- a Rotary club event, evaluation, satellites, stalactites (or stalagmites) gravity, what is it? How to anti- this or that- you know what I mean, your thinking is with the higher mind- the group consciousness- simply knows things, Italicism- Italy, landmark- monopoly money, commodity, trade, investment brokers- WTF center- 911- honey buns, glance down the aisles to the trenches- we’re all connected- the anthill, rewarding scheme, net-war-king- slaves salvation, trumpeting, cry aloud, reward! You want like the mouse in the maze, like the rat in the race, like that hat in the ring, like you grab T&A, and if I had my own TV Channel, Chanel no. 5, mambo number five, five finger discount- knuckle sandwich, band aid, relief.

Illuminati, student body, dodecahedron, steed or stallion, mare or dimpled amber mount, fountain of youth, bruises, smiles, bruises- beatings and abuse- must stop all violence, eradicate hunger, poverty, sickness- sins as such, greed, wrath, etc. Save and endorse Lust & Pride? Aren’t they mostly harmless by themselves? Why does everything have to be harmless? An it harm none, the Wiccan Rede- we won’t go there, we now return to the previously scheduled broad-cast.

I’d rather be fishing, catching, a dish, like a saucer, flying fish- slapping someone silly, knock the know-how into the brain pan- sizzling, western- collapse- the violence has reached the max, tipping point, gripping joint, flipping burgers, learning from books, teacher, mentor, master- burdened by carrying them on your back, like a turtle, but your house- house always wins- Old Scratch- thistle down, briar patch, gash… cold hard cash, dot-dot dash, slash prices, fire sale, sweeps week, stake in the vampire heart- of Texas, deep dirty South, seedy underbelly, Kill Army cracks knuckles- Sonic this or that, distended bellies pierced with bayonets, barf-bag at the ready, stinking bodies in a pile, burn them! Churn the oceans with thine Tail, Leviathan! We will call upon the Princes and Sub-Princes, the Secret Chiefs, the Ascended Masters, the Gurus, Saints and Sages- Narada! Baladeva! Maharaja! Jehoshiva!

Flicking, plink! Clicking mandibles, I mention- pried apart or held together, the alphabet of alligators, a team sport, non-violence, mahatma, Mother’s Milk, Great Mother! Great Goddess! Lord over All, All-Inclusive, All-Encompassing, It’s Girth- we flick the spitball or the lever, it’s on the level, and we set the balance, harmonics, pitch, tone, yaw- We Flying Bushmen, lunching with big mustachios, eating Cheerios- we need so much food! We listen to boom boxes in stereo, Pineapple- we love flavor, salt & crunchy, chewy, textures all! We’re acid on your tongue, we’re bass in your system- we control the vertical, horizontal, and diagonal. We are the Ultra-Low Tones, the Super-High Notes! We are the fourth Vertical, we see through the fourth wall. We exist in a quaternary of quaternaries, a mosaic- Lymph Node Reprise, a repast, a fast to the feast, the Great Beast, roast! Behemoth feeds a village. The Tribe rejoices. The stars and stripes, Old Glory, and down in the dank dungeons, the dismal daunt, the flimsy garment, the fairy wings, appreciation, rally, convention! Convection oven, buns are hot-crossed. Weapons hot. Melt the barrels mid burst.

Pomp & Circumstance, hearse rehearsal, dressed for the occasion, been caught golfing, gopher- needle flechette rail gun, mag-lev trains, flying cars, teleportation- we want technology- but an end to war… Terse & Tardy, stark materialism, barter system, gift economy, a Marvelous Oeconomy of Words! ROIR! Rear order, flair for the dramatic, bells & whistles don’t measure up, cut the muster, ineffable effigy, Damn, Irony! Damn the Torpedos! Depth Charge, A Symphony of Destruction, or sickness- Analysis & Synthesis- back to the lab, don’t touch what you can’t grab- bag, overhead, underwater- seafaring vessel, tin whistle- all stops, pull out, withdrawal- war is sexual- food can be fetishistic- natal chart, mercurial aspects, dynasty, empire, sexual Dynamism, Imperial War Chariot, Clarion Call, Swan Song, Summer heat, sizzling on the sidewalk, and where the world ends- what is there?

Impulse engines, directions, the stony shore, the lesser grove, the joker, knave-knight, Nova, ESP, with Spanish Moss, about the door of stone, degauss, moaning, leaning, listening at the door, leaves dropping, ear wigging, slinging sugar cane, singing into the tin-can, the tin-man, the crunching sound of armored feet coming up the countryside, the clank and clatter, the smell of peach-cobbler, the kneeling pew, the seated view, the meaning few, interpreter- purse lips, pillow hips, sleeping pills, grief and hooked through the gills- paying the bills, lemon yellow, custard, dills, daffy- mills grind the flour and corn, stills produce shine, shills produce chills, up the spine, the twine unwinds, deified green air to breathe, peas in a sieve, ace in the hole, nothing up my sleeve.

Confetti, burning invective, dislocated jaw, Oxford, boxcar Willy, Nihilistic hijinx, Syrinx, Sphinx’s sphincter, Leon Spinks, cakewalk, prance, parade dress, treasure chest, Willie Nelson’s Greatest hits, Best Chest in the West means Greatest Tits- on a boar- onboard, offshore investments, tenure tonsure- sponsor, responsibility affable amiable concave cackle cacophony, Din & Doni, Lingam-Yoni, Bones, spaghetti monster, cost company warehouse, quartermaster, sick and tired of armies, an end to all war and violence! Something says No. Disregard the number, nobody’s counting fingers, breaking news, digits in reverse, rewind the tape, promotion of commotion, motion lotion, feel the Ocean, tidal pull, roar of engines, another sweep- concentration camps, lodging tired rants, rampaging through the herd, heard a word, blaring trumpet blasts, tight ends and wide receivers, beetles and other crawling things begin to gather about the shrine, the throne of worship, or warship, as it were, a sinking feeling, my service record, flush reversal, eddying currents- current rolls, poppy seed bagels, non-sequitur, slept with her, baseball bat, brilliance- banishing banshees wail, weeping willows, parsimonious flail, endorsement, pun-slinger, gunk up the so-called guns, machine-man, military, mushroom- mayhem- mercy, Lord, not pity! The whole book is Jupiter, Mercy! My right-hand man with the master plan, or Toucan Sam I am who likes blue chips and spam.

The Ram, my main stay, play today, the lottery- cauterization, castration, causation-cessation, done away with, the sylphs, mildewed- meltdown- fried town- eggs over easy, grin still cheesy- measly dormant dormouse, dollhouse, infractions, mirror refractions, retractions, reductionist theory, fearless, peerless- seership, steward, Seward’s Folly or Icebox, Manifest Destiny, Monopoly- are we greedy? Feeding our faces, our families- meeting place, higher ground, above the rim, under the gun, the flag waving, banner-bearing, ensigns, sign seal deliver the goods, a bill of sale, burnt fringes, tassels, carpet weaving, baskets- on the head, or baby at bosom, breast feeding factory- worker bee, plumber crack, killjoy, marionettes on bayonets, basinet, cabinet of ministers- of flaming fire- winds of fate, sea of desire- trial by jury, hung out to dry, flapjacks, Jumping Jack Flash-in-the-Pan, Demon semen creaming up you’re dreaming- sausage fest Fantasia, broth brought to a boil, bought & sold like cattle, by the herd, I heard a voice calling from somewhere, elsewhere, Never-Never Land, a river of time flows forever and a day, clear the grey skies the lonesome beach, and keep coming back.

Seal the breach, Mind the Gap, Super-Mind Never mind it! Sandpaper hat, Sun over the Sahara- Hot beyond burning, desires, karma- kinship, camaraderie, clucking- cuckold in corduroy, crack open the Uterus, the Artery, tapping the vein, Sanguine, Insane- drain the main vein, jealousy of the vain, purpose intention honorable mention, sextillion vermillion caterpillar villain molten spill, toxic balance of nature with artificial, decals, deploy armor, artillery, celery stalks, rabbit hops, monkey banana, milkshake bar- misanthropic misogyny, tiny culprit, team player, turnip, mind-flayer, erasure, grace dint dervish sprint, terror pterodactyl, cattle prod, evisceration, captivity, constant source of consternation, a life rife with strife, good grief- a special brand of blue cheer- sunshine and moonbeams, clear skies- cool breeze, meditate upon attainment by degrees.

Muck-raking bilge pump sewer, where few and no eagles dare, brave scare, quotient, quorum, quid- happy lovely- “get thee to a nunnery, lively up yourself“- I drink to your health- happiness- wealth- spaghetti noodles, veins bulging, eye popping special FX, heads explode- back to basics, raking the coals, the entourage, camouflage, garage Band of the Hand, prime the pump, grip Forrest Gump in a slump, slumming, bumming, Thorazine Shuffle, Matriculate, macerate, Millicent, reticent, Operators are standing by, all systems go-

Reverse engineering, into the clearing, as such things go, “it goes it grows, oh gosh he knows” protein bath, professional anything athletic, kinetic energy, dormant processing power, speed by triplicity, duplicity, duplex, Basic building blocks and clean-X, truck stops, pop tops, corks, cops & crooks, dorks and rooks, sporks and spooks, horrified faces oblige, a mirage, fuselage, grainy picture, window fixture, false bottoms, impressionistic, minds so malleable, eager incalculable beavers building dams, cleavers chopping at butcher blocks, baring fangs- ready to spring, recoil, water slowly comes to a boil, heat lower, flower in the barrel, a white flag pops out, like the cork- no death this turn.

Burn to ashes, cinders, multiplying mathematical counts, crunching- stand mercenary munching, bicycling in a troupe, past the paratroopers, groups by flag, by the numbers again, and flying past all of these, the speed of time! The Speed of Life, and on Life’s Terms, of Endearment- endowment, more than monetary, and the movement is to murder as a splash of red- or burnt umber, ochre, okra this time, blackened redfish, switch to swordfish, slack- attractive power, stack the bills, and post none, ring twice, knock once for no- the Wind Below, beyond stereo- spherical, hemi- or demitasse, Rembrandt Remembers, titters, twits frittering away, clear the clutter, the lane, the aisle, the brain- defile the shrine, profane, enamored by the insane, shrinking head, a growing sense of dread, impending doom, a lingering doubt, does money equal clout, the spigot of the bigot and the water spout, blocked still barely trickling out, without the cartoon trailer, trouser, suspender- stroller strumpet sitting on a stump, double-wide, shotgun, shot put, pout, plastic trout, wall mount.

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Lancelot, Percival, Persimmon, pear or parsley, pee-wee league, limburger cheese, linseed oil, lamplight function, social role call, rucksack, rumination, ruination- One Nation Under God- One Love, One World- or what? United, Omni, eternal flame- deforestation, forget the Styx, Nile, Nuisance, nominal number-stock blockade, barricade, brick bat- broom Hilde- Brew bakers, Toast Masters, Grits & Squirrel brains, save for winter, slave for master, I mean mistress- scream and die cast, plaster of Paris, Declaration of Independence, ceiling zero, clearance aisle, blue light special, Midnight Rider, Red Rover, Ben Dover, rolling in four-leaf clover, dim scatter moth, fatter waft over wafer laver lever platter clobber clatter plush inveigle Dutch Pennsylvania, gravy tray, burden and worry free? He says, “hardly” and with the they of them, thy dealings derring-do rightly so.

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January 16, 2012 //

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